My Past
I once had a family and live a life full of misfortune but i was always able to find happiness even on the worst of days. I went by the name Akai Kitsune. My village was attacked the day of my birth, my father died in battle that day, my mother died soon after she gave birth to me. So I was left in the care of my elder sister and brother. My family was known for their skills in crafting the finest swords and secret teachings. My older sister had left the village on a business trip...I never saw her again after that. My elder brother was the one I was closest to considering my sister never had the time of day but I understood it was alot of pressure being the oldest so i didn't bug her much. Once I was old enough I joined one of the sword fighting classes my brother tought which didn't sit well with the guys in the village. I was always the top in my class. All the kids in my class would always complain that my brother wasn't as hard on me as he was on everyone else but that was never the case. Every free moment I had I spent training, perfecting moves, and creating more cobinations hoping that I'd win the respect of those from my village but all I ever recieved was envy. No matter what I did that never changed though many years had passed. Finally one day the village was attacked and we were running out of experienced fighters so all the people from my classes had been called to fight. So I fought side by side with my brother and the other villagers until my brother got in between me and an enemies blade, it happened so fast that it took me awhile to under stand what had happened. The battle was over soon after. My brother gave me the medalion he always wore with the family crest on it and told me he wanted me to be happy. I guessed he didn't realize I could not do the impossible. How could I possibly be happy? Everyone I ever cared about had been taken away one by one and its my fault. I was forced to leave the village and now wonder as a useless existance I can only bring misfortune to those around me. "I'm sorry big brother but there's no way I can be happy when everything that ever mattered to me is gone." Those were my last words before leaving the village.
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how are you been?
I really like youre profile & youre likes of anime =^-^= i wish i can do that with mine but im stupid ^-^''