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Hi everyone, I'm hijacking my own about me to say the basic facts which are: I'm female and i'm not going to tell you my age but I'm not old and not young,either. Basically I'm in high school but i'm not a first year so keep on guessing you stalkers. I find it amusing to ask frivolous questions and give dumb responses, for I am a random person myself, maybe not as crazy as some I had witnessed on Chatter box but I can be categorize in there- someway or another. Well I live in Canada ey!. My background is mixed not saying what though... White, and Asian and other stuff. So, my hobbies consist of playing piano, learning to be a better artist, going out with my buds watching anime, tv show, films, reading, traveling, photography, cooking/baking, walking/jogging, playing with my whittle doggie ^^ and playing video games and a bunch of others things that I'm hoping impressed you a little bit. So now I can be on your mind, DON'T JUDGE ME D: Well leave a comment no hate or I'll report~. Or a pm I prefer comments though, and friends request are open too but please can we talk first before stalking takes place? It would mean so much to my mom... *snickers to oneself like a fluffy white cloud with a unicorn dancing* Oh right my name is a secret, but if you want to know let's make magical friendship and maybe then I'll tell ya my identity XD okay so people can call me Dev, Dede, but don't call me the Devil and blame your issues on me again... So anyways I'm going to categorize things I do not put up with and if it is validated REPORTED or comment removed, depending. Well that whole thing their was to warn people. For everyone who is awesome and still reading this I LOVE YOU!! It will be my one-sided love for you- who is reading. Enjoy my profile made by my best-est, friend in the whole wide world whom I tell everything to and she tells me everything to, Her name is Mandy/Mandyren(< yeah, check her out too wink ~ heart whoo ) she is truly amazing to be able to put up with an arrogant , giving, fun, shy, stubborn, friendly, moody, funny.... so on girl like myself. I hope I can get to know you person who is reading this, or not whatever you prefer. So have an elated day, gaians ^^




Things I will not tolerate with wahmbulance : Begging, Spam, Black mailing, chain mails, threats, people who do not understand when I say its personally and I don't wanna talk about, still want to talk about it, respect the outline rules of Gaia, smelly people, my brothers, raw celery, People who ask me to lower a price in my shop please respect that I also need money do not inform me I'm selling 3 of the same item, I know I am there is a reason for it too and it cost me moneys. emo

Things that I cannot believe how nice and amazing you are and it means alot to me is: Donations( money, gifts). Random drawings of my avi, friend requests and random comments I love all of these and my heart swells up every time this happens crying no really I have like no friends on here don't believe me? Read my comments most or all of them are from my best-est friend XD

Those who have read all of this thank you! Means a lot I have respect for that and it means you can somewhat put up with me I'm really not as mean as I sound maybe its because I loss my nappy for this I give so much... nah its just text well okay now I feel I'm talking to myself so I'll leave with a "Have a pleasant life and sorry if my grammar/spelling is horrible because I wasn't paying attention excuse me for this shameful thing I dishonor the queen for this and I apologize smile " well see ya!
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If your still reading thank you for your time, spending it on whittle ol me. If I sounded like a snobby,dis pleasant, sarcastic , rude person I will make up for it by seeing you soon..... o.o

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The Dariy of Devil Dweller

My journal will tell you about my thoughts on subjects, and my likes, dislikes. I'll post some of my pictures ( my drawings). I will express my randomness so don't be alarmed. I am warning you right now. I will also put some of my dream avatars.


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Ashiya kunigumi

Report | 06/25/2012 3:53 am

Ashiya kunigumi

i love ur profile cat_4laugh
Avaius

Report | 10/16/2011 3:06 pm

Avaius

Hey I got a brochure/booklet thing to Ryerson and OCAD for you which I'll put in your locker.. There wasnt much universities based off of art things since unis arent really for hands on stuff like art.. And usually art is more of colleges or OCAD which is the only university that is legitly dedicated to art so yeah..
Hm well at the fair we saw Judy, Grace and Jasmine along with Edwin together.. Later we saw Tessa o_o then say Steven (the tall korean one) as we were leaving XD
I was hoping to bump into alicia but didnt see her~
We got a bunch of free pins and a rubiks cube
After that we went to order a two pizzas and ate.. deborah wasnt feeling so well cause she was disgusted by this brown girl's art during the ocad presentation video which just showed the graduates talking about their culminating assignment and what type of art they majored in.. the brown girl's art was like naked woman but all abstract like.. so it was disturbing for even someone like deborah.. my face was all "jokes" the whole time well according to deborah that is, cause the art i didnt understand and the video and since it was ocad which i have nothing to be involved with i kinda just sat through the thing playing with the rubiks cube
After pizza we went to labyrinth cause robin wanted to check it out so we spent some time there, we didnt really buy anything cause we were too busy being broke after that we bumped into an old esl russian lady who wanted to go to queen/university and this took forever to figure out cause she wasnt that great at english so we decided to personally take her to where she needs to go.. then after much time spent on yelling on the subway to see who can speak russian (no one did) we finally figured out she wants to go to eaton center.. deborah was joking around earlier saying "if only you knew spanish i could help! biggrin " but then later the lady said to us while we were on the subway "so you ALL are spanish? :O" LIKE REALLY DO I LOOK SPANISH? LIKE MAYBE ROBIN COULD PASS BUT SRSLY ME. MANDY. SPANISH. REALLY NOW.. so yeah we managed to get her to eaton center and we all headed home (:
The day was filled with random laughs and bursts of songs.. Deborah was pretty bummed that EVERYONE couldnt be there.. i kinda just shrugged it off.. cause you know things happen..
it's not the end of the world if i dont hang around anymore, you guys already have each other so you'll have fun and other adventures in and out of school without me!

Well here you go this was the report you asked for about the uni fair!
Avaius

Report | 10/11/2011 6:39 pm

Avaius

DUDE YOU GOTTA WATCH THIS!!
OMG THE ABOVE VIDEO IS SOOOOOOOOOO heart heart heart heart heart
Btw only half the BOYFRIEND are my BOYFRIENDS the other half well let's say they're ALRIGHT but i prefer the twins and Minwoo~
OH MAN ): Speaking of boyfriends I made eric get me the BOYFRIEND CD so now i have it BUT when we went they ran out of MBLAQ's MONA LISA ): I was so heartbroken D: IM LIKE "NOO I DONT GET TO SEE MY MAN JOON WITH HIS WELL-OILED ABS" crying crying crying
But eric was happy cause he didnt have to waste a lot of money.. what a douche.. so now i gotta wait a few weeks or something and use MY OWN money to buy the CD crying crying
*sniff sniff* crying crying JOON</3 ME BEING BROKE</3

YOU'RE ALWAYS REPLYING LATE MAN gonk gonk gonk I'm like Laya who waits at home everyday till you get back hoping to play with her... << Dunno if that sentence structure made sense.. well actually im just hoping for a response so i can be like "OH so that's what she's up to nowadays... PRETTY NICEEE"

Fine I'll PATIENTLY wait for them while gnawing on celery and you know it's serious business when mandy's gnawing on CELERY... a VEGETABLE

Yeahhh Heart2Heart is stare stare question ? Aw man and like i enjoy their hairstyles.. just not them.. (and the tan guy winks WAYYY too much.. to the point it looks like he has something in his eye)
I should invent something that allows to me jump into videos and take their stuff then leave YOU MEAN LIK DISS???? XD
oh oh oh then i'll drive out of the car with JAGGER.

Btw how was your human growth/sap trip? Where did you even go to? O:

ninja ninja ninja ninja ninja
Avaius

Report | 10/07/2011 8:23 pm

Avaius

OMGGGGGGGGGG BOYFRIENDDDDDDDDDDDDD heart heart heart
I think the song was a bit too energetic for the 2nd half of the video where their girlfriends disappeared or something.. :/
other then that OMGGGGGGGG YOUNGMIN,KWANGMIN AND MINWOO heart heart heart heart
So how'd you like that video i texted to you, 'Facebook Ofiicial' by Heart2Heart wink wink wink
SEXAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY EYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY????? wink wink wink wink wink *sarcasm*
Man those poor boys have so many dislikes...
BUT LIKE WTF THEY STOLE MY SHOES (THEY HAVE A WHITE AND BLACK VERSION), THEY STOLE MY CAR, AND THE ONLY THING THEY DIDNT STEAL WAS MY HEART!! burning_eyes burning_eyes burning_eyes
GIMME DEM SHOESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS D: D: D:
But seriously I LOVE/WANT those shoes so badly, but I cant get them till i have my own money that i earned myself cause my dad said he wont EVER buy those shoes for me (the shoes cost around roughly $200+)
Oh and uh I dont mind having the car either biggrin
So what did you honestly think of the vid? I wanted to show you before but i kept forgetting LOL till you texted me today when I was gonna nap~
Avaius

Report | 10/01/2011 8:22 pm

Avaius

Haha I'm not blaming myself for your flaws, it's nothing dont worry.
And thanks man today was refreshing.
Btw turns out I already had president dad #2! O: oh well XD
I was trying to hustle eric to get me the mblaq and boyfriend CD.. i dont think im getting anywhere ._. Idk if he agrees or not like i want BOTH CDs but he wont buy he said maybe only one or none.. depends on price... )X how can he put a price on our brother/sister bond?! D:
Avaius

Report | 09/29/2011 9:12 pm

Avaius

There's no reason to that apology.
Avaius

Report | 09/29/2011 8:31 pm

Avaius

I'm sorry...
Avaius

Report | 09/28/2011 10:12 pm

Avaius

Well responding to your text. 





It's alright if you text me my phone's on silent anyways so text away i'll do my best to respond when the workers are gone if not then i'll respond via gaia or give you a call just to check up on you i guess.





If you didnt draw it yet then you dont have to. I dont want to add on to the list of things you have to do so dont ever feel like you're obligated to do my requests or anything. It's not like we can draw to each other forever since you have other people to draw for too not to mention cyber so all's good if you dont draw for me.





Maybe you should keep a sketchpad or something with you at all times so when you're down you can draw or write. Letting things out in some form can really help.





I understand that you usually have bad days and such quite frequent but you should try to develop a stronger willpower so that you dont get easily moved by such things. 


Doesnt mean you turn cold and heartless it just means when something bad happens like maybe a mistake on a drawing, or someone criticizing your work harshly, just shake it off. 


You gotta learn to grin and bear with things in life. What if one day at work you're having a bad day and just get all emotional? Your co-workers and clients would be upset and you'd slow down the work progress. Life's harsh and you just gotta keep trudging through everything like trying to trudge through snow during a snow storm.


I'm not trying to say you burden people and you gotta shake off that habit of thinking so petty of yourself, I'm just trying to say you gotta be able to handle anything that comes good or bad. Cause right now our lives didnt even start yet. If you think about it we're not even at a quarter of our lives. There's still more to come and if you let a bad day with people who constantly bring you down get to you then you wont be able to survive out there Emily. Once you're out of high school it's all about survival and competition. You gotta be more than your best making sure you can handle anything that comes your way.


I can see that you're growing now but I just want to make sure you grow into a confident and strong person. Grow in a positive way not a negative way. It's all about knowing how to bear with it and relieving stress, anger and depression in the right way. For example my english teacher ms. scholl often tells us she's really stressed out and such or having a bad day so usually she'll go to kickboxing class and relieve some stress you know. I'm not telling you to go kickboxing or start attacking people I'm just saying that you should find a way to relieve stress and keep it consistent. Dont make it just a one time thing and say oh you're too busy to relieve stress cause one can never be too busy to relieve their feelings. You just gotta take a short break, if it's drawing or writing then doodle something quick or jot down a few feelings, write a poem a story a song whatever you like that'll help. 


If you're able to manage these things you'll be fine. We're still teenagers for awhile with our teen angst but we gotta start being able to take care of ourselves, this includes physical AND mental. Cause you probably may not wanna live with your parents for the rest of your life since they often cause you a lot of problems. Well you gotta maintain a healthy body (eating properly and such) but you also need a healthy mind. You can't have one but not the other. 





And well even if you're upset in 4th period, during 5th period you have Deborah and them. And certainly they'll get a few laughs outta you. Though they can't be like right there at that moment to cheer you up, afterwords they can. You know you dont have to be obligated to rely on solely me. You're pretty close with Deborah now so you can always rely on her or Robin who gives pretty good advice. Phillip is quite helpful too and when you just wanna laugh at something/someone there's Lisa. I'm but a passing person, coming in and outta people's lives when it's time. But
Avaius

Report | 09/25/2011 11:31 pm

Avaius

psssssssssst it's 2:31 am on a monday morning and im tired as fckkkkkkkkkkkkkk~ xp xp xp xp xp
Avaius

Report | 09/24/2011 4:09 pm

Avaius

[b]This post is.... [size=20]LONG[/size]... [size=10]i think[/size][/b]





[b]My outfit:[/b]


The Widow (Fant)


Nartian Star (Dark Star)


Fiscal Strike


Coal Tavern Wench's Bustier


Gold Pocket Watch


Lovely Genie Silver Bangle Bracelets (On both hands)


Masquerade (Medium Blush)


Sparkling Eyes Clown Makeup


Black Heavenly Unmentionables (Black Bra)


Compass of Seidh (Feather Belt Wrap)


Vivacenote (Dancer's legs) 


Antique Shop (Gentleman's hair)


Le Carousel (Smokey eyes)


Oh My Gumball (Horns)


Everyone Mood Bubble


Wed to Darkness (Black Tail) 


Great Old One (Old one's flight)





[b]My Guy's outfit:[/b]


Nartian Star


Courtly Coiffure (Brown gent's coiffure)


Fremere's Guard (Fremere's mild disatisfaction)


Gold Pocket Watch


Sparkling Eyes Clown Makeup


Masquerade (medium blush)


SBX (Row G's Skinny Jeans)


Zodical (virgo rules the intestines) 


Chackmate Void (White's Defeat)


Lumiere Noire (Lover's Embrace Shirt)


Fallen Wish (cloud clips)


Golden Star Mood Bubble


Angelbow (Backmount)





Dunno which one you wanted so I gave you both just incase (:





D'awwwwwwwwwwwww Robin missed Papa Mandy :D:D:D:D:D That means so much to me:heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





Mhm a bad surprise on one's birthday yeah i know what you mean.... Well the world is a competitive one I think it's harder on a person when they compete against a friend because in the end only one person will get it like if you got it your friend would be crushed and if your friend got it you'd be crushed. Sure you can say something like "Oh I'm happy for you" but happy to what extent? cause you just might have lost an opportunity or chance... That's why even if im in the competitive world of law I know I can pull it off cause all the thousands of people also aiming for it are complete strangers who I have no bond with so it'l be fine even though i know i crushed someone else and they may hold somethign against me but I gotta keep stepping on till i get higher in life and if i have to sacrifice complete strangers/family then alright.. but if it was a good friend that i crushed or crushed me i'll feel some kind of resentment... 





Also when you said [i]"Of course I couldn't tell her this I'm not her friend... I don't have much of those XD."[/i] I dont mean to be a p***k and be all nitty-gritty but clearly that contradicts with: [i]"But when our class had to go I stayed behind With Anny, Kevin, Deborah and some other asian guy!! XD I forget his name but he is really nice and funny but no not hot. [b]So it was reaallly weird because we all got to know eachother more Like I got to know that asian dude and Kevin more than usual[/b], Kevin doesn't sit exactly close to me in class so it's hard to talk to him, but I do[/i]." Idk if it's a habit of mine I recently developed over the summer till now to point out people's contradictions but yeah.. All I wanted to say is that to become friends you get to know people and well it sounds like you're getting to know much more people but I just think you don't realize it.. cause yeah maybe you're friends in gr. 9 started off as just us the wiings but then in gr. 10 you could say it grew to knowing people like junior or rezwana or yasmin, emily c. and then, in gr. 11 it grew to be ppl like kat, emily onizuka, you got to know more about karen, and know i can clearly see it grew to a lot of people like knowing more people like michael and darian in your sap class, ravil, sarah T., kevin.. those are just some of the people you grew to know.. and friends don't neccessarily mean meeting new people and talking and growing upon that it can also be simply people you see around but dont talk to, but soon you find yourself talk to them more and know things about them.. so i think you should shake that bad habit of yours thinking you dont really have much friends, cause friends dont have to be the ones that are constantly beside you, it can simply be someone you wave to or even say hi to. So dont keep thinking you dont have much frien

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