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Darkelfassassin6969 Report | 12/26/2010 10:19 pm

Honestly, I think that she should have waited. No one likes to be left on Christmas or New Years, specially since it is suppose to be about family. Not that I would know, last time I was dumped it was because he couldn't handle the distance and the fact we would only see each other once in a while. Of course, I am an independent woman and that I could handle being away from my partner for a while...but like most people I need affection every once and a while. Hell, I am just happy with having someone sitting with me while I read. Some times I just want to scream why I can't be loved and why can't I be with someone that loves me. Ack, I am getting all stupid emotional again. It is rare...but every once and a while I have a heart.

Darkelfassassin6969 Report | 12/26/2010 9:42 pm

Breath, just breath my friend.
I can officially say that in the end I am bound to be alone, I scare everyone around me just because the switch that keeps my internal monologue inside my head is broken and lately I have stupidly told people exactly what I thought of them. I mean, I have tried the whole be social and all that crap...but in the end I can't stand being around people because I feel my IQ dropping from just being around some people. My coworker finds it funny to try and set me up with these different guys and I just look at her with a bored [removed](or them) and say that it is a waste of my time. Obviously I am not what they are looking for because being strong willed and being a bit picky on whom I let into my pants is a crime. -sighs- I just need a shovel to dig myself a grave, it might take a while since the ground is frozen solid.

Darkelfassassin6969 Report | 12/23/2010 9:34 pm

All hale the paragraph king, lol. I love reading what you are saying but it is brutal no my cell. Right now I am sitting in a parking lot waiting for my friend to wonde out of his place of employment. My boredom is causing my irritation levels to raise and the current stupidity of those around me is only making me want to skin them alive and laugh as they spin. Wow just creeped myself out there for a moment. I digress, lately I dont know what to think of my 'feelings' most days all i can 'feel' is resentment and anger. My job is killing me slowly. I would rather have bamboo shoved under my nails than deal with it. As for relationships, i cant stand being with anyone that i think is mentally incabable of logic or reason. I suppose that is why I have been alone ever since my ex dumped me. -sighs- why is it so hard to find someone with a relative IQ close to my own. Sure my literary skills are to be desired by you put something mechanical, scientific, historical, what ever and I will blow your mind. so yah RAWR

Darkelfassassin6969 Report | 12/23/2010 4:12 pm

I don't mind, ranting is my only way of communication. I am own my own so often that I don't bother searching for that special someone anymore. It pointless in my mind to attempt a relationship with some I can't stand being near. I have to play dumb just to keep people from staring at me. I hate stupid people.

Darkelfassassin6969 Report | 12/21/2010 9:35 am

Nice rant, lol. I couldn't fully appreciated it until i was off my accursed cell phone.
I am beyond the point of letting people think I care. My usual reaction is to tell them that instead of trying to second
guess me, it would just be easier to accept that I am right.
Because when it comes to electronics of photo lab things, I am queen. See my crown isn't it pretty whee

Darkelfassassin6969 Report | 12/18/2010 12:22 pm

and here i thought working at walmart sucked.
it does of course, making 9.30 and hour working 40 hours a week. the only perks is my coworkers in electronics bribe me to do their work with coffee <3

Darkelfassassin6969 Report | 12/18/2010 8:06 am

Work as usual. I really don't want to go!

Darkelfassassin6969 Report | 12/18/2010 12:17 am

It was one of those moments of OMG
What is going on.

Darkelfassassin6969 Report | 12/17/2010 12:00 pm

Awesome show <3
I been watching it when I can.
Netflix had some of it on it. Its so weird going from listening to it in Japanese to English.

Darkelfassassin6969 Report | 12/16/2010 5:49 pm

Oh, just seeking amusement in silly movies.
I was watching Tangled and laughed quite happily.