Rae, I love you so much. I never want you to forget that. I hope someday you remember this site and hop on here and read this, maybe in a time of need... and remember, I will always love you gorgeous. No matter where I am, I am always with you. I will always be here for you. You are the love of my life, my soul mate, and I truly hope someday we can make this work. You are beautiful. I have had an amazing last 15 days even without you knowing I am proud of myself and deserve such a good life. I am changing so much and growing so strong because I finally believe in myself, and it's not justbecause of you. I am depending on myself now and I am so proud. I am so thankful for you and I love you with everything in me. Never forget that. You're sleeping right now, but I love love love you and sweetest dreams love..
I wish you'd just realize I love you and get out of this groggy mood. I thought tonight would be amazing... I guess I screwed that up when I updated my webcam...
idk what's up with you right now but I always randomly comment on here when I know you don't even get on anymore... I just miss you.. thinking about heading to Huntington and getting my dad a present for Father's Day, got any ideas? Anyways.. I love you so much, and I really wish I could be there... Last night Robin and I talked about you so so so much.. and we talked about her and it was just really good.. I'm glad I finally got to talk to someone about you and she understood everything.. She really really understands about us having kids and why we fought and she understands why we really want it to be OURS and not just one of ours.. you know?... I'm glad someone finally listened.. it took a lot of stress off my chest... and I really, god I miss you... I love you so much it's not funny and I wish you could see that... On the days I'm happy, I'm gunna bring you flowers or make you dinner and let you relax so much it won't be funny.. if you're hurting I'm gunna hold you and rub your shoulders and back if you're body hurts.. If you're ever in the hospital I'll do everything in my power to be there the entire time.. I will not leave your side.. You're my life. I want to say this now, and I hope it doesn't make you mad because you've disagreed with me upon a lot.. But I will never love our kids more than I love you, yes I will love our kids.. but you and I are the ones who brought them into the world.. and someday, our kids will leave us... and it'll just be us.. I want to love the person who will be there with me the longest the most, and understand the person I love the most before I take sides with our children over you.. I will always consult you first before I do something, because you are my one and only.. you are my future... I love you.
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