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Hey.I am a very annoying person at times. I am also one who confuses you if you ask me to explain something. I am very pathetic to.
By pathetic, I mean tripping up the stairs. Of course there are other ways I consider pathetic.
Most people try to understand me, but it never really works.
If you think you can try to begin, ask yourself this:
Have you actually been called a failure by your own father, or worthless, or some stupid, waste of time, lazy (bleep) kid? Where everything doesn't seem worth it anymore but never actually done anything about it? I want to all the time but I wont. idk why. I just wont. i wont do anything about the pain i feel inside. living everyday, acting like nothing is wrong. that is worse than anything. holding in everything that you feel, until it builds up inside you that you just want to die but you know you wont....
all the pictures I have up explain everything....
life at home, you never want to go there.
but school isnt much better...
where you get picked on because of the way you dress...
or the way you talk or act.
dead inside.
you cant begin to understand all of the rage.
all the feeling held inside.
It burns like it is tearing you apart from the inside out....
but does he care? No. He never has, and he never will....
and she will never leave him even if I beg her to............that is how I am alone......no friends, no real reason to be here....so why am i here....idk..... i am a person living only to be the yelling lightning rod of his anger....
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Can you send me a message?
I actually splurged and got a few star fishies... they are actually pretty happy ^^ FINALLY! I think the cuttle fish are just too emo for me.
So we'll have to have a dinner of emo fishies. 0.o
-shuns the fishies-
naw, I wouldn't really.
I won five bucks on a bingo lottery thing today! -w00t- I'm going to subway!!! ^^
I'm going to kill my iTunes though. It isn't loading my videos...
-stabs computer-