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favorite lyrics- heaven shall burn

Black Tears

When I'm in this state of mind,
I'm wishing I was blind,
Sometimes life is more than pain to me

I feel the power of my grief,
Death would be such a relief,
All the secrets that I hide would die with me

Depression is my only friend,
Will this torture never end?
Let me carry on to dreamer's sky

I keep crying in my dreams,
Can you hear my endless screams?
When I fade away, I fade away...

This fluid on my cheek,
It drains me, I get weak
My heart is cold and bleak
Black blood, black tears.
Black tears, black tears.

Life is like a masquerade,
In dept to myself, but I can't pay,
Soon I'll call it all a day, away

I never felt what you call guilt,
I still believe "Do what thou wilt",
My sorrow will destroy the world I've built

This fluid on my cheek,
It drains me, I get weak
My heart is cold and bleak
Black blood, black tears.
Black tears, black tears.

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favorite lyrics-Five Pointe O

Double X minus
Day by day my brain keeps telling me to 'let go'
move on, but my heart it seems my heart it seem to disagree
(wait for the end of tomorrow)
were slow in thought
and ill slowly learn
to tell her bye
i'll slowly learn who i am
(wait for the end of tomorrow)
when im gone will i be unknown
(no need to beg or borrow)
somethings wrong
why this lack of rationale?
once steady heartbeat is speeding up for me
shattered betwen two forms
mind and body
the skin and the spirit
must re-attach, got to get me back
together..
(wait for the end of tomorrow)
were slow in thought
and ill slowly learn
to tell her bye
lay down and realize that your weakening mental
is for real
(wait for the end of tomorrow)
lay down a realize that your bleeding wrists
are for real
(no need to beg or borrow)
for real......
c**k back the hammer and boom!
(no sorrow tomorrow last day of our lives)
(no sorrow tomorrow last day of our lives)
just one chance
were slow in thought
and ill slowly learn
to tell her bye
bye bye bye
-Five Pointe O

favorite lyrics- scars of life

Water In My Hands

My mind spins in circles
Have I done wrong?
It's been since forever that I felt this strong
You turn your head to avoid me
You don't even know me
So far from something to you

You kick me down ‘cause you need it
So dead inside I can feel it
You're so much better; you've made me understand
You kick me down ‘cause you need it
So dead inside I can feel it
You're slipping through me like water in my hands

And the anger consumes me
I start to rise
Would be so much better if I'd only try
And you're so quick to judge me
You don't even know me
My stomach turns just to know you

You keep me down ‘cause you need it
So dead inside I can feel it
You're so much better; you've made me understand
You kick me down ‘cause you need it
So dead inside I can feel it
You're slipping through me like water in my hands

I know you feel it
What do you want?
False hopes
I have nothing
Strength within
It begins to boil
Can you step out and
Show yourself

Slip...

You kick me down ‘cause you need it
So dead inside I can feel it
You're so much better; you've made me understand
You kick me down ‘cause you need it
So dead inside I can feel it
You're slipping through me like water in my hands
-scars of life