Birthday: 01/17
Remind me to update my interests.
the many words are said
and it is always the betrayed roles of friends and lovers
he says to me
I love you my little angel..... until the day I die..... and forever after that
bestowed on me a lover who.....
may... or may not know the real meaning of........
..........love???
now we say forever
and knowing the life i have chosen
and will regret
the differences seem soooo..... big???
but they seem small and impossible
he calls me his little angel
even though that is the most impossible of chosen words for me
but could it ever be chosen a different path for him to choose
he has set his role
and leaving this person bestowed on me.......
by my best friend?????
the number was rapid in my mind.....
memorized and uncalled to say
and knowing what he says may be true
the cuts were then gone....... stopped by someone that loves him in some way
but i cannot figure out the trueness of it
i think of loving him and the result after trying to convince others
my best friend???????
............ my brother....... or my love?
it could never be love used in the true sense
that would be so irrational
but for him the difference is massive
he intends the trueness
and the cuts that he bled would be reopened
the meaningness of those words
living without you is impossible and stupid to think about
that is the promise he made
cuts would not be the only things cut
and i could assure you the one last thing i would know
is that hell is the one place he will be........
so am I bestowed a lover that wants trueness
where I know the real truth
seeming like a forced marrige
for the price of a unknowing life
but that is worse
the 3 other deaths that happened for me
1 of my being
a resentment knowing
"I love you my little angel"
and i havent finished untill now
"I love you my little angel....forever"
and this is the last thing he said to me
"I love you my little angel.........
And at that moment....... the 3 turned to 4
the 1 turned to 2
.....................and a heart stopped beating........
And the one thing thats true is the story.......... Nicholas Scott Jackson........ I love you... not just until the day i die........ forever
and now the tears start flowing
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