And even when you think
you're right...you're wrong.
When you think everything
is alright, it's not.
And when you think that screaming
is the worst thing you have ever heard..
remember....
Dead silence is the worst thing anyone can EVER tell you.

It's when you turn
and walk away from her,
that you kill her completely...

And when your wishes
don't come true...what then?

I lost her....I'm trying to find her.
I gave her up....I'm trying to steal her.
I pushed her away....I'm pulling her back to me.

The one thing in
life that I have done that
I will always be proud of..
Annalisa.

Three year old Annalisa. The only girl
in this world that will always
have my heart.

My beautiful baby girl.