About
Hey man. The names Joseph and I'm 17. I am a writer. I write short stories, working on a novel, poems and pretty much anything. My writing is usually dark and depressing cause that's what comes naturally. I'm a pretty cool kid and will be friends with anyone who isn't a dumb a** and pisses me off. I am a nice person unless i need to be a d**k. I speak whats on my mind so sorry if i come off as a d**k, it's not on purpose it is just me speaking the truth. I don't lie to tell you what you want to here i will tell you what you need to hear. So yeah hit me up. I'm on Facebook so ask for my stuff if you wanna chat outside of this s**t.
Insanity Finnaly Consumes Me
As I sit here cutting my wrist
I hold the blade in front of my eyes
And watch the blood drip in sync with my tears
Down to the empty abyss below me
I think of you
Of how you have ruined my life
By telling me I'm not loved,
Telling me that I wont amount to anything,
And taking the abuse you inflict on me
Your poisoning words play in my head
Over and over again like a brocken record
The voice of disgust and hate
The words of dissapointment
And regret of even having me
As I sit here alone listening to depressing music
I wonder if I'm even worth living this life
Contemplating suicide and self infliction
Everyday these thoughts send me spiraling to rock bottom
Depression is taking over and there is not point
No hope of saving me
I have been consumed into this madness and insanity
All because you have taught me that im a ******** up
I just want you to know
That when this insanity finally consumes my whole state of mind
And my soul is turned black
You wont have to worry about me
I have been thinking for awhile
That its time to go
Maybe ill be somewhere were I am loved
And people will treat me right
I think tho that today may be the day
To let go
Pop a few to many pills
Rap a rope around me and kick the chair away
Or take a high dive and go swimming
Who knows...
But all i know is it's coming
My sweet escape
And you huge mistake gone
Goodbye....
Our names are~ (zack) and (kayla)
My mama or papa is~nikko
Ever since (Xxnikkos_mi_namexX) adopted me I have been (feeling loved and wanted)
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