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if you're reading this then i guess you want to know a little bit about who i am as a person so....
name- Vogel, John A. II
date of birth- June 23rd 1991
race- white
religion- none
job- metal re-cycle person(part time) and professional writer(full time)
dreams- help people all around the globe.such as people that get hit by natural disasters; and other natural problems.
tattoos- 3
piercing- none
drink- no
smoke- not anymore
scars- hundreds
out look on life- we are screwed, simple as that.simply because humanity is corrupted by a ever growing lust for power and greed.
hobbies- writing, singing, playing guitar, drawing, etc.
I am a professional writer and that is now my official carrier choice, and I proudly stand by it. I do have a few weaknesses in spelling and grammer, but that's why I have an editor. well to be specific i have a few, my real and gaia mom are the two main ones though. I can write about anything; but the more interested in a project I am, the better i write usually. what i am best at writing would be science fiction, mystery and horror. i have a very twisted and dark mind so i use it fully to my advantage when ever possible.
any other questions ask me via private message. thank you.
P.S.- i am also known as:
johnny, john, bear, Vogel, Lugnut, plague of humanity, the boss man, the jester, and spike
P.S.S.- I've decided to publish my book in parts. i will soon try to publish part 1 which contains the first four chapters. ask me to show you it if you wish. smile
why i am a hero
this is the farthest thing form easy to do. i swore to never tell anyone why i walked the road i choose, but its time everyone knew the ugly truth.
when i was eight, i was raped by my best friend over the course of a month. no one knew but him and i. once i told someone they reacted by trying to kill him. i stopped them from doing so. i had a personal vendetta to him. if he was to die for his crimes i decided it should be me who would be his judge, and jury; i would hold the power to decide if he lived or died. i thought of this as a justified way of living; punishing the rapists, and child molesters. i didn't care he price i had to pay to do my job. i saved many lives from the heartach that i was forced to endure. i made it my personal mission to help every single person in need no matter what the cost to me. even if that cost was my life. i still live by this code of honor that i created and i still walk that path alone. i have stopped people from cutting, commiting suicide, and so many other things they would later regret.
i never judge the innocent, and always do what ever i can to help those deemed to be gothic and emo just because they have lived a less than pleasant life. if this is such a crime then condemn me to death just like i have done for 12 years.
random quotes
1. A Cat climbed up a tree, pounded on his chest and said
"I am a monkey"
As he swung from tree to tree
Meowing merrily
A wise old owl saw the cat and said
"You're a fool. You're a Cat!"
The cat fell.
And that was that.
{splat}
2. time flies like an arrow, fruits flies like a banana.
3. a measure of a man is not by his height but by how often he bends to help others
4. if it bleeds we can kill it
5. opinons are like assholes everyone has one
6. youth is stranger than fiction
7. i have often regreted my speak but never my silence
8. i would rather laugh with the sinners than cry with the saints
9. death is just the beginning
10. i read that dogs are man's best friends, that explains where they learn there hygiene
11. when you get older sex is like your birthday it comes but once a year
12. a woman needs a man like a fish needs a bike
13. i don't have time to bleed
14. it's the freinds that you can call at 4am that matter
15. when life give you leamons, find some one who's life gave then vodca and have a party
16. killing is easy, not killing is the challange
17. silence is golden, duch tape is god
18. mess with the best die like the rest
19. i'm running out of palces to hide the bodies
20. we are what we eat, so i could be you by morning
21. i tried to see things from your point of view but couldn't shove my head that far up my a**
22. it's only a flesh wound
23. bring it or shut it
24. who want some of this?
25. did you get a ticket to the gun show?
26. names equal bodies
27. better a wound from a friend that heals, than a kiss from an enemy that kills
28. every life taken a life is given
29.. for every good deed a wrongful deed is also comitted
30. for every yin there is also a yang(for every good an evil)
31. don't under estamate me...
32. don't blink because you maybe dead after you open your eyes
33. every smile hides a thousand tears
34. scars tell stories
35. to be immortal is a curse, to die is a gift
36. love the life you live, live the life you love
37. BEHIND EVERY GREAT MAN IS A GREATER WOMAN...
38. it's time for my pound of flesh!
39. A-, Are you eating, Are you eating a sandwich?!?, Your the sound guy, we can hear that F***!!!
40. Heyooo!
41. so who's Tony Romo now ********. CAN'T ALL BE HOOKERS AND SUNSHINE!
43. who do i have to suck off to get a ******** suicide bomber balls to drop
44. STEVE hold on you have 18 kids!
45. Steve! Where is my Low fat Mocha Frapachino?
46. NIPPLES ARE A PART OF THE PLOT!
friends
we grew up far apart, but we grew together,
we where like two birds of one feather.
we became each others best friends.
you meanded my broken heart many a time,
you and i where the paint on a mime.
you couldn't have the one with out the other.
we never changed much, hell if we cared
as long as we had each others friendship we where fine.
we never fought, never went to blows.
we were inseperalble, until that day.
moving day came for me and we said out good byes.
i didn't think we would never see each other again.
why did you do it man? i wish i knew.
why did you jump from that bridge? did you want to prove something?
i miss my little brother man, i miss you.
nick you where always like a brother to me man.
through thick and thin, we never fought.
tears(emo song i wrote)
the tears are falling...
they feel like lead weights falling from my face...
ever tear i shed...i another sign of weakness...
just because i smile doesn't mean i'm happy...
a smile can hide a million tears of pain and sadness...
why am i crying? no one has died...
at least not physically...
the energy with in my body has disappeared from with in me...
just because i smile doesn't mean I'm happy...
a smile can hide a million tears of pain and sadness...
I've lost my edge...
I've lost my tears...
just because i smile doesn't mean i'm happy...
a smile can hide a million tears of pain and sadness...
they are little lead weights weighing down my emotions...
so every time i cry a little more of me dies...
just because i smile doesn't mean i'm happy...
a smile can hide a million tears of pain and sadness...
pain and sadness are second nature to me...
how can any one under stand me if they wont talk to me...
just because i smile doesn't mean i'm happy...
a smile can hide a million tears of pain and sadness...
i have a knife to my throat...i could do it if i wanted...
i could kill me or any one else...if i wanted...
just because i smile doesn't mean I'm happy...
a smile can hide a million tears of pain and sadness...
why should i care if i live or die?
no one cares if i live or die...
just because i smile doesn't mean I'm happy...
a smile can hide a million tears of pain and sadness...
i am the original lone wolf...
the one man army...
just because i smile doesn't mean I'm happy...
a smile can hide a million tears of pain and sadness...
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I know it's been a long while since we've last talked, but I've been busy with college and work. I hope you can forgive me. I just wanted to stop by and say hello and let you and my other friends here on Gaia know that I haven't forgotten about you. I hope that everything is going swell.
-Classy