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first of all im 14.......im not a kid
Anyday im alive is not a good day for me.. i hate waking up... i can never fall asleep.... i dont belong in this world thats made for u and me..

well anyway i just wanted u to c the poetic soft side of me cause thats the only soft side i got.. some ppl can count me as one of the dudes. i love sports. im not girly... MY HAIR TTLY ROCK!!!! im crazy.. slow... i luv my friends im a HEATBREAKER!!!! i love to b free and not caring i have a band ZERO DAYS LEFT!!!! uhh i cant think of anymore.... I LOVE MUSIC AND HOT TOPIC ALOT AND I LUV CLOTHES!!!!!!

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AWESOME HUH!!! im so adorible

some ppl kno me as mari... marty... mental grl...i luv that one so much smile i love to make music write storys... play my piano.... text.... read.... skatebord just curuzin.. learnin some tricks...... i lyk to b crazy which is what most ppl kno me 4... NO LIE my friends dont even kno me truley cause i tend to keep my feelings to my self..... i dont show my emotions to much i can have my blonde moments... i remind my self of Private from penguins of madagascar kevin from JONAS and sunny from sunny with a chance and sam from icarly im the tough soft funny dumb grl u will meet.. luv ya kinda

I WENT BACK TO PORTRAITS AND THERE SO TTLY AWESOME!!!!!!!!

"Cam- are u at a gay bar?"

"Well, with a name like Secrets it sure aint a sports bar."

OK.... THIS IS BETWEEN A GAY COUPLE BUTS ITS SO ROMANTIC... AND A LITTLE NASTY... ITS FROM A BOOK IM READING "A Really Nice Prom Mess"

''Fake? C'mon, Cam," he daid, nudging at my nose. "I want you to have a real good time. After all, you're my special guy."

"oh yeah?" i said, milking this for all i could get. it worked, as he leaned in for another kiss. it was not as in-depth this time, but actually sweeter for its brebity and the true sentiment behind it.

"yea," he said whispering between kisses. "and u know why?"

"why?"

and then he planted another kiss not on my lips but on my cheek. then some more on my ear, and then my neck. OH, the neck. the neck always killed me, u kno, totally destroyed any bad feelings i may have had or doubts that may have clouded my mind about why i was dating a guy like shane. not to mention the simple biochemical reaction it caused which drve me crazy with passion,

"o shane," i said softly. i loved saying this, his name. softly. shane...

and then he kissed me even more, going for the ear lobe. WHOA. after half a year of theis, he knew my weaknesses WAY to well.



so the lion fell in love with the lamb......

i find my life to b just like bella swans in twilight.... my boyfriend is just like edward..... JUST LIKE HIM!!!! we have a huge age difference... 3 yrs to b exact..... and edward and bella have a bigger age difference..... but i hope my child doent almost kill me smile

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have you ever had something die right where u are... cheak your self... i might be you

love kills slowly.... so does life..... i wanna die..... not yet... quickly.... not slowly... one shot to my heart... c what that does..... get a knife.... a hatchet... something to save me from this horrile world of pain sorrow and struggles


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