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Last Login: 04/10/2024 11:29 pm
Registered: 05/25/2005
Gender: Female
Location: no one needs 2 know my location -looks around-
Birthday: 04/16
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How are you doing there?
she always was shy at first but now she has been spending nights so we are making good progress C: i am so proud of us!! She has Asperger syndrome, like her dad and i think i MAY have a touch of it. but i have never been actually diagnosed....but yea....but she also got a lot of my other mental health diagnosis so yea not good but i know how to deal with it, my aunt doesn't her kids were "PERFECT" and her daughter knows a lot more about mental health than she does but still not as much as i do because i have dealt with it since i was small, usually they don't diagnose anyone with any bi-polar disorders til they are the age of 12+, but my signs of it were so clear that i was diagnosed at age 7....crazy, huh?? but yea i dealt with ADHD since i was an infant and stuff so yeah ^-^ heart ihave SEVERAL other diagnosis as well but 3 of them are depression related, i have S.A.D., Depression and Bi-Polar with depression X.X i was screwed in the a** with depression...sad but true
ALSO my aunt whom i entrusted the care of my daughter has been abusing my daughter, i don't know if she has still been hitting her, but she is saying stuff that shouldn't be said to a child, i am soooooooooo mad, thats why i will be having her back in my care, i willingly gave her up that is why i still have, guardianship, custody and rights to her care. it makes me SICK to my stomach, all i wanted my daughter to know is love and i TRUSTED my aunt. she betrayed that trust. so i am doing what is best for my daughter now i know why she never wants to leave when she is here....man i am so mad about this, maybe one day i'll forgive her, but today NOPE!!
i know they say forgiveness is for yourself and about being the bigger person....I TRIED BEING THE BIGGER PERSON....i APOLOGIZED to her for snapping on her, and she CONTINUED to act like a child, she was only involved in the funeral preperations of her mom (my great-grandma) because she wanted to feel IMPORTANT....she was sick of feeling like she didn't matter, well when you abuse a child psychologically YOU DO NOT MATTER....sorry, not sorry to say....she is such a ******** c**t!! I don't hate her, but i hate her actions, her true colors came out and that is just sad that they are this
i did put a hand on her back at the funeral and she relaxed, so i think she needed that....i think maybe she thought it was god or something....but nope it was me....sorry i need to vent i am crying because i am so frustrated, i called the county to see how i can go about getting my daughter back and they told me and its as simple as me revoking 1 little document....
what have you been up to?
my great-grandma died on february 15th....she was 98....she died of cancer, just like her daughter and my grandma.
but the difference between my grandma and my great-grandma is that one went crazy and the other one didn't.
My grandma it spead to her brain, so she went literally out of her mind crazy.
My great-grandma, it was matastisized to her bones and her lungs, it hadn't gone to her brain, she wasn't hallucinating like my grandma was, both deaths were horrible to watch, both were given month to live and lasted weeks, its been rough, I have had people die in the past 6 years all in a row,
1. my foster sister growing up who i was still close with into adulthood (2018, drug overdose)
2. my grandma (2019, cancer)
3. my other foster sister growing up who i didn't really stay in touch with. (2020, drug overdose)
4. my foster sisters 9 week old daughter whom i was very close with (2023, pneumonia and bacterial meningitis)
5. my uncle allen (2024, we think a heart attack no autopsy done)
6. my great-grandma (2024, cancer)
my sister angelica (ang-ah-leek-ah) she was very close to me my whole life growing up she was only 4 months older than me, we were both 28 when she died ;-;
i am still a mess about my Great-Grandma, i miss her so much, she was 98 though!! wow to live that long with cancer!! thats amazing!! plus, she always acted like she wasn't in pain but she def was she was so kind, so so so so sooooooooooo kind i miss her so much...but that is it!! sorry for all the sad and negative talk!~ you don't have to read all of this! ~~~~ heart heart