Neika Honoko

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Birthday: 06/27

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I love anime. Elfenlied is the greatest anime that you can ever find...although theres a lot of blood and gore and other sick stuff that i dont want to go into.
I love love love nekos. If you dont know what they are look it up on google. Mostly everybody on this website knows what they are but I have met someone who doesn't know one thing I'm talking about.
I write a lot of short stories and books. They are mostly about nekos, werewolves/wolves, vampires etc. Of course there is a lot of blood and sadness in it but I like writing that type of stuff. If you think I'm weird fine, but everybody is weird and a little bit insane in there own way.

I now hate love cause out of a world of laughter suddenly I am sad. . .day and night it haunts me because of the kiss I never had.

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Apathetic Castiel Report | 04/03/2011 6:11 am
Apathetic Castiel
Elfin Leid is an amazing anime (: ...

sorry for the random comment xD
DarcValentin Report | 03/06/2011 1:34 pm
DarcValentin
im ok. im just glad u are ok ^_^ smile
DarcValentin Report | 02/26/2011 8:08 am
DarcValentin
hey neko how r u?
x-iWrestledABearOnce Report | 09/30/2010 10:04 am
x-iWrestledABearOnce
Thank you for your purchase :3<3
DarcValentin Report | 09/23/2010 12:58 pm
DarcValentin
u wanna meet at towns?
DarcValentin Report | 09/17/2010 2:15 pm
DarcValentin
ok i will ^^
DarcValentin Report | 09/15/2010 1:52 pm
DarcValentin
neko r u ok ik i dont have feelings but im starting to worry about u when u get this pls tell me u r ok pls
DarcValentin Report | 09/01/2010 11:06 am
DarcValentin
hey neko how r u emo
emosk8terboy22 Report | 08/23/2010 11:02 pm
emosk8terboy22
Shes got a death scene? and here I thought lucy gets away and survives.
emosk8terboy22 Report | 08/19/2010 8:47 pm
emosk8terboy22
No I never read the manga yet, only watched the entire tv series. I should read the manga though because the tv series usually gets cut or changed.

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She smiles with all that she has left, yet tears are left un-dried. And though she's got so much to say, she bottles it up inside. If you look past her broken eyes to a shadow no one sees, a disguise so you won't recognize, the girl is really me...

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My Name Is Porn
DarcValentin

I'm tired of trying I'm tired of crying Yeah, I'm smiling But inside I'm dieing

I'm not afraid of dying, I'm afraid of living and being alone. Being unneeded, forgotten and lost all over again.

Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' or 'how very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.


From the book 'The Sandman: The Kindly Ones by Neil Gaiman

These two people showed me that I'm not alone...

Sometimes I wish I could just be a little kid again. So when life gets tough you can just play pretend. I wanna go back to when Santa did exist. When your daddy was the only boy you ever kissed. When Disney World was the best place to be. When the only movies you could see were rated G. When your biggest problem was learning to write your name and people didn't change...and your friends were the same. And every time you were sad or you had a bad day. You could just run to mommy and it would all be okay. I wanna go back to no hurt...and no pain...just laughter. When everyone always lives happily ever after.