today is the day i partly understood what you have been through.
you seem like you had some rough patches through your life and to me it seems like you need some one who you can physicaly see, to be understand ive never meet someone like you who told me there life has been hard for you. so hang on there you'll get by..
who knows you might look back at these rough days youve been through and probably say something similar that "i've stumbled across some far rocks the sea currents hit me but i made it through"
and your going to be strong.
yeah maybe we meet a couple of times.
but you are the most truly unique person,
i cant say "i know you" because i dont, also
none of the people know each other,
but you made me look at my past.. and i realized
all that pain ive been through is not over
but that
were all still sailing through the sea
looking for that land of our goals
Im looking for someone that truly I love
and reaching out to people to tell the truth
im really gay, but in you know in real life
cause im not confortable.
I dont know but it feels
that i got to know you for
today December 4th 2010
ps. also i hope you dont get mad what i just posted on my profile
Love,
torn
today i felt free at last
it was kinda hard for me to break up
but once you do it, you feel free
it feels like your out of those clothes and getting new ones
so yes i did break up with Danny
but the truth is i didnt like him in the first place
yes i did try to like him but it didnt seem to work and
yes i go in my underwear with my avitar
but i didnt cheat on you, yeah it seems like im a slut but im not..
Danny i've been faithfull to you and loyal but everytime I go to your profile it seems like your cheating on me...
your "friends" usally flirt with you and say
lets go to towns... whats that?
anyways i feel free today too run around and maybe release a meaningfull poem i feel about someone...
i dont know but when i fall inlove i cant stop thinking
about them and start righting poems
and Danny I never fell inlove with you, i know it sounds harsh but I tried and a good friend told me,
you cant
force
your self to
love someone
December 5th 2010
The Break up
THE TIME WITH JOSH WINSCONSIN
The time,
I told him I Grabbed the object from the shelf
From my Hands it fell.
He messaged me back and laughed himself,
A guy like you,
Hard to find
Your rare.
But you still have awsome hair.
If I see you smile I'll Smile,
I feel that your Near.
But far off 1,000 miles,
Your eyes are cute and clear
everything you say I hear
I feel like We're more than budd's
I never want to let go of your hugg's
By: sergio Guadarrama December 3 2010
December 4 2010
IN MY FANTASY WORLD
I think im inlove
First when I saw you
My feelings grew
Another day passes all
I can think of,
I dont know if im inlove
Spending time with you it's fun.
Your so cute, like a baby cub,
I keep on Fantasizing me and you laughing
And going to a photo booth kissing,
Holding that picture makes me cry,
I'm alright
I'm not afraid,
Because around you im brave.
When I'm with you,
who cares if we're gay.
Seeing your smile
Is brighter than a star
In My Fantasy World
Your My Lover
Your My four leaf Clover
In My Fantasy World
We are in the mall
Going to take skinny jeans and all.
were in the fitting room
we giggle and laugh
they nock on the door and get mad
In My Fantasy World
We hold hands
Man to man
This time we're in France.
We are on top of France's tower
Bursting colors full of power,
Explosions making noise louder
We look at the view.
You whisper " I love you "
We kiss
My lips
feel the Bliss.
In My Fantasy World
It slowly Tares Apart.
You fade away
Your hand reaches to mine.
Your no where else to find,
Your no where near
This is what I'd Fear.
Opening my eyes
My fantasy world is gone
Im no longer strong
Got to face reality
Your not inlove with me,
your hand dosen't touch me.
Am I that Ugly?
So I want to Run Free,
In to my Fantasy
Because I know
You'll Never love me
Hug me,
Hold me,
Kiss me,
And whisper to me
In My Fantasy World
Were never apart
never break my heart.
cause you are the star
By: Sergio Guadarrama
<- me taking a pic in..web camm
