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ill never realy be happy again..not after lossing the thing tht kpyt me whole.. i hope she can be happy , trutly happy.. i will remain sad though..i dont mind..long as she is happy... i dont care... i will bleed away my pains... if i must..to know shes happy..with..her..sigh...my newst poem
star light star bright as i look up you shin down but what do you see but a lonly heart stuck in this world star light star bright what wishes do you have in sight landing in my out reached hand are you death or life...?
my dream avi, i want this so bad..
:Vampires Bat swarm heart gifted by mynameiscirroc
:Bani the Bunny~need!!
:Gothic Veil ~~~~gifted:
:Bad Moon bought
:Fall of the Morning star
:Fall of the Morning star(bloody wing)
:The Nightmare
:Lumiere Noire
i am bi i am a girl and if you dont like it tough
i am gothic/emo i love to write poems, mostly dark stuff
sigh..once i thought happiness was real, but after this week i know it is all a lie..the only thing i ever feel is the pain...the only way i feel is from the sharpness of my blade every night as i cry... maybe..maybe i will work up the courage to end it all some day soon...but idk... for now my blade will do.. never again shall i be happy not since i lost.. not since i lost the one thing that made me feel like i was ment to be around.....but now its gone and i have to deal witht he pain in any way i can...all i can hope for is that my old mate is treated rite..since i was useless for my ex it seems...sigh...
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cat_razz
i shall talk to you laters, i feel like crap right now so ima go mimis =.=
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