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Saikouh

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Gender: Male

Birthday: 04/30

Occupation: Artist

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I realized that this is the About Me section, not the About My Character section.

What can I say about myself, except for the simple things such as my interests and hobbies? I suppose I can start with explaining exactly what I am.

Don't freak out, I'm not some weird alien or vampire or someone who believes they're real.

I'm just different.

I have this weird ability to change my personality accordingly to match whoever I am speaking to in order to seem like their kind of person or to help them in some way. This was developed over time and after I'd gone through a lot of devastating things.

I have anxiety, depression, and PTSD, which makes me extremely timid and bashful. I may not send you a message very often because I fear rejection more than anything.

My fear of rejection comes from my insecurities. In short, I hate myself. In addition, I punish myself for being the way I am and for my mess ups. I know, that's bad. Though, I don't abuse myself physically. It's only verbally. I know, that doesn't excuse my actions. It just comforts me, in a way.

That's a bit of insight on what I am and who I am, I suppose. Don't get me wrong, I don't pity myself whatsoever. In fact, I make attempts everyday to correct who I am.

Thanks for reading. Don't be afraid to send me a friend request and shoot me a message! heart

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Katie Xx Karnivore Report | 11/23/2019 11:12 pm: heart heart heart hi
Bovine Milk Report | 11/20/2019 9:45 am: No problem! You’re welcome. I’m glad I could help.
Yeah that mistake with privacy settings happens often. At least you know now!
Also if you wish to keep finding thick avatar items I suggest these search tags in your avatar builder:
Legmod, Leg, Legs
Torsomod, Torso
Body, Bodymod
Arm, Arms, Armmod
Bra
Skin
Mod, Mods
Bovine Milk Report | 11/20/2019 9:29 am: You have your pms set to friends only but here is my message:

Same! The item is one whole body mod with extra mod items added in
Here is the main item:
https://www.gaiaonline.com/marketplace/itemdetail/10507590
Jzen White Report | 04/23/2018 10:50 pm: emotion_yatta Hello there! I just wanted to say that you have an adorable avatar! emotion_kirakira
Nijiri-chi Report | 03/13/2018 11:48 pm: it was your avi. not quite sure if it was your oc xD
Nijiri-chi Report | 03/11/2018 12:03 am: It was a bondaged request before xD but u can change it. I'll wait :> <3 and its been so long since u requested it tbh emotion_facepalm like oct 2017 am so sorry emotion_8c
Nijiri-chi Report | 03/10/2018 8:44 am: Hello! Its been such a long while. omfg months in fact. I've been caught up with school (OJT (which is drawing for games) + Graduating) that I could barely get the time to draw. I've just recently come back and its been bugging me for a while that I haven't lived up to the promise yet so I'm here to ask for your request rn q v q )/ I'll make sure its done and colored to the best I can~

also i tried pming this but it was set to friends only so I had no choice but comment. please do hit me up with a pm with ur request <3 its free art
isseo Report | 10/17/2017 6:45 am: You're back!!! And you changd your name!!!.
Welcome back!!! heart
x_cupcakez_x Report | 06/06/2017 4:13 am: Hi there!! whee
I have a few items on my wishlist that is on my profile that I am questing.
If you don't mind helping me, any donations are appreciated, thank you so much! heart
Rosylvrie Yuura Report | 06/02/2017 10:04 am: Hiyaaaa~ nice to meet ya. :"D