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My name, or at least what you may call me is Maria. I'm 13, but treat me like an equal. I know things that would make you scream, and I can do things that will make you wither in agony, or in pleasure. To you I am either cruel or sadistic, mean or rough. My mouth can speak words that would make you wonder what torture I've belonged to, and what abuse I've endured. If you could see into my mind, you'd hang yourself. If you could read my thoughts, you'd slit your throat.

I honor those who deserve my honor. I trust those who deserve my trust. I put my life in the hands of those who deserve my life, and I love those who deserve my love.

The three rabbits are the new cross. Screw the sentence, the crucifixion and the rebirth. I prefer a symbol with a beating heart, and a God with a life, a soul and a mind. One that doesn't expect me to be perfect, and one that can truly touch my spirit and motivate me to inspire others in the same way.

I want a God that makes me proud of the person I am, and not make me feel guilty about not being the person I'm supposed to be.

I've found my God. Someone who I put all my compassion and my love into. What about you? Have you found your savior, or are you still drowning in the blood of shame?


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Difa Difa

Report | 03/17/2009 6:25 pm

Difa Difa

Happy Birthday!

Early, anyways!
Dolor Vexillum

Report | 07/24/2008 10:12 am

Dolor Vexillum

Yup ^^
Dolor Vexillum

Report | 07/23/2008 11:35 am

Dolor Vexillum

That's 'cause you're a spazz. ^.^ In a good way though.
Dolor Vexillum

Report | 07/23/2008 9:50 am

Dolor Vexillum

20? o.0 That's more than the average number I'm sure. xD
Difa Difa

Report | 07/21/2008 2:57 pm

Difa Difa

Lol.



That sounds about right.



Hicks.



Well, I'm sure you'll have lots of fun being a high schooler. It's pretty amazing.
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Report | 07/21/2008 12:51 pm

gxdcxllxdxnsxck

HI!

I just stopped by to say, I love your profile, and I answered your "what is slash" question on the AFI forum...

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I have a feeling that a bunch of people are going to get mad at me for what I wrote though... *oh dear*

Can I add you as a friend?
Dolor Vexillum

Report | 07/20/2008 9:32 pm

Dolor Vexillum

Yeah classic Bon Jovi was the best, Wanted Dead or Alive!

I love Iron Maiden! wish I ahd anything on vinyl... T.T
Dolor Vexillum

Report | 07/19/2008 10:32 am

Dolor Vexillum

Anything but crap, Bon Jovi! Rawr!
Dolor Vexillum

Report | 07/18/2008 3:47 pm

Dolor Vexillum

Yup!
Dolor Vexillum

Report | 07/13/2008 1:18 am

Dolor Vexillum

Freebird, kickass.

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