What It Be
My name is Amanda, but my friends call me Kitty or Kitten.
I am 31 years old and I have grown into this pot smoking, bitter b*tch that only loves the small part of the world she takes up. I am about 5' 2" with dark brown hair and brown eyes. My favorite colors are purple, green, and black. I love music, drawing, singing, and writing. I made this Gaia account a long time ago when I was just a babe. I thought I was so grown, but the words and quotes I had posted then, mean so much more to me now.
I have experienced a lot of pain. None that is worth mentioning, because it was caused by love. Love is a very lovely thing, but right now it feels like claws ripping at my chest in order for them to tear out my heart and crush it right before my eyes. I know I'm being childish and pathetic, but sometimes I can't help but express how I feel through words. I can only hope that I can be saved by love. As a grown adult, I realize Love did save me, through the unconditional love of my son that saved me.
One of my many flaws is that I can become very possessive. I don't like it when I feel like people, who are special to me, are being taken away. It causes me to act a little hostile and I say things I don't mean. Now, years later, I have grown to control this part of myself and I will remain quiet if things out of my control start to occur. If life wishes to see you go than go you must.
I pray that one day I will find a Lord who shall love and treat me like a Lady.
I am 31 years old and I have grown into this pot smoking, bitter b*tch that only loves the small part of the world she takes up. I am about 5' 2" with dark brown hair and brown eyes. My favorite colors are purple, green, and black. I love music, drawing, singing, and writing. I made this Gaia account a long time ago when I was just a babe. I thought I was so grown, but the words and quotes I had posted then, mean so much more to me now.
I have experienced a lot of pain. None that is worth mentioning, because it was caused by love. Love is a very lovely thing, but right now it feels like claws ripping at my chest in order for them to tear out my heart and crush it right before my eyes. I know I'm being childish and pathetic, but sometimes I can't help but express how I feel through words. I can only hope that I can be saved by love. As a grown adult, I realize Love did save me, through the unconditional love of my son that saved me.
One of my many flaws is that I can become very possessive. I don't like it when I feel like people, who are special to me, are being taken away. It causes me to act a little hostile and I say things I don't mean. Now, years later, I have grown to control this part of myself and I will remain quiet if things out of my control start to occur. If life wishes to see you go than go you must.
I pray that one day I will find a Lord who shall love and treat me like a Lady.
~~~~~~~**Song for My Heart**~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~**Thank You**~~~~~~~~~~
I'm not that interesting at first, but if you really want to talk to me or wish to find out more about me just PM me.
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HIHI to you as well =]