Fairytales may not exist to most people, but I'm as magic as you could get. Therefore, you should love me.
Plus...I have the cupcake, I MAKE THE RULEZ!!!

ALL ABOUT ME
Howdy everyone! My name is Kylie, but you can call me Ryu. I am 19 years young and blow out my candles on March 27th. According to astrology, I am an Aries and according to the Chinese Zodiac, I am a Boar. I am happily engaged to my darling Joshua and straight. I am currently attending PCC as a freshman. Almost a sophmore! biggrin I'm stereotyped as many things, some such being outcast and rebel, scene, emo, punk, or goth. Call it what'd you like, it doesn't affect me any.

Being a teen, I'm not into all of the norms that most people are. I'm serious about my schooling and want to go to college; I'm following my dreams 'til they die. Though I'm still a kid, I act more grown-up than anything, but I can be quite immature when around some certain people. I love to laugh and make fun when with people whose company I enjoy and who make me feel like I belong, which most people don't. I hate being pushed down and shoved aside for people to walk all over when all I need is some understanding and compassion. I want to help others, but have to help myself first. I used to care deeply about what others thought or said about me, though I know I shouldn't have. These things affected me in a way they shouldn't have either, I became upset and I used to attempt to change myself for others, to make them happy even when I wasn't. I've come to realize that this isn't who I am or want to be, and people can piss off if they won't take me for who I am. I've come to utterly despise people like this and wish people could see that they are beautiful as who they truly are. No one should change themselves to be what someone else wants, and if a god existed, I believe he'd say the same. I wish people to be more accepting and loving, to be less judgemental and harsh, but we all know the world has these people and we can't change someone else, that's their choice to make.

It's not as if I'm a Satanist or a Wiccan, but I do practice some pretty weird things. Other than that, I have no religion and don't plan to believe in one any time soon. In this life, I'm a student, musician, and writer. I enjoy spending some free time helping out at the local animal shelter when I'm able to, though I try to take as much time to myself as possible, or I lose all sanity. During this time, I enjoy music, drawing and writing, surfing the web, and just being a friend to anyone who needs it. I'm a lover of the few true friends I have, they are held deep within my heart. Though I may seem very isolated, I'm very friendly and wish people would try to get to know me better. I have a kind personality and am trying to be more positive, but when someone upsets me, I let all hell run loose. I'm the kind of person who will put my life on the line for those close to me, and truly do the action and not just say the words. These people mean and are the world and I'd rather not lose any more of them.

I am...
Blonde-haired
Blue-eyed (though my eyes change colors)
Young
5' 2 1/2"
Magic
A FREAK
Scene
Hybrid
Student
A Roleplayer
Animal-lover
Musician
Writer
Artist
Me

Personality...
Masochist / Sadist
Crazy
Loving
A Friend
Careful / Cautious
Helpful
Understanding

I believe / believe in...
MYSELF
The statement "Don't ever apologize for your art."
Dreams and the secrets they hold
Fairytales and Magic
Angels
You don't have to be blood to be family.
The statement "Because of your smile, you make life more beautiful."

I dream of...
A day when I can be at peace with who I am and love myself without the pain of trying to make myself better through false attempts.
When everyone can love one another and accept people equally.
Having better dreams and slumbers.
Meeting the better people I've so met through Gaia and those who've shown me a better life and world and time.
The day when I can travel and see the world.

I fear...
My pulse
Spiders
Being alone for long periods of time
The dark (because of what's there) / Being alone in the dark
Emergencies
The Police
My Nightmares
My pain and the strength I have over myself
Fighting with Others
Failing
Broken glass
Suffocation / Drowning
The issues I'm facing at the moment

If you truly knew me, you'd know...
I LOVE MYSELF. (Mostly now. I guess I was lying before.)
I'm a cowgirl at heart and love horses. heart
I'm made of sugar, cuteness, and adorable. [<-- Bet you can't guess who said that. xD]
I AM A SCENE FREAK!
I'm proud of my heritage. Ich liebe dich. heart heart
I heart bright or neon colors.
I am more in tune with or relate better to a love song sung by a male because of my sexuality.
I have a purple fetish. whee
I hate my smile. biggrin
I have problems with my body, ones that are unexplainable and the doctors don't know how to fix.
I am still sexually pure and plan to stay that way.
I am unemotional a lot of the time.
I care deeply for few people.
I've been hurt a lot by others and am wary about closeness.

Constant feelings / states...
Love. For many things. Period. Get over it.
Boredness
Happiness


Well, if you'd like to know any more, just holler at me and I'll be kind enough to share. Or else, holler at me here:
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