私について☆
「I am the one and only me there ever was or will be.」
Purebred Shithead
+A touch of the 'tism
Androgynous/Asexual
Nonbinary but it doesn't matter.
More neutral than masculine or feminine
Preferred pronouns are "F*ck/You" (((sarcasm)))
~Just a dumb lil' barefooted critter doing my very best~
I'm an a**-end Millennial from the 904 born in the Year of the Monkey.
I spend my time fixing/tweaking my trusty shitbox car, DIY-ing my raggedy old clothes, snuggling with my 2 cats, fixing/building anything I can put hands on, trying to remember how tf HTML/BBCode work, excessively swearing at thin air or reading (+smelling) sum good ol' books.
I gave up on "social media" & am working on phasing out SM apps for 2024.
I reactivated hoping to make Gaia my only online hangout to resist the temptation of turning back.
Slowly in the process of downgrading to a 'dumb' flip phone & going back to DVD/CD/Desktop/wired internet & analog only.
I'm pretty weird but very friendly so don't hesitate to add/message/comment me about anything!
You can't possibly be more cringe than me,
just keep it polite & PG.
🖤
☆☆☆ Signature ☆☆☆
♥「Dir en grey」♥
- - -
Androgynous/ASD/Asexual
|| OG since 3/24/2007 ||
>>If I'm not cringe, I'm dead.<<
☆♡☆♡☆ コ メ ン ト ☆♡☆♡☆
View All Comments
using my walkman & watching dvds instead of streaming >>
attach handbags to. xD
But jokes aside...
The issue is real. I wasn't able to delete my Fb, because that is the only way
my american family can reach me. I almost never log in, except to write with
them. But it feels nasty. Because we all know. Logging into FB is like having to
touch a rotten corpse. It feels bad.
I deleted FBr from my phone when I heard it would spy on everything we do,
but then it turned out, that all the other social media apps were part of it. I have
a social media presence on youtube and instagram, that I can not get rid of. It
is a huge part of my identity to be that person. So I am already sitting in the trap.
I try to reduce my time on these apps, and put my phone far away from me
when I don't need it, and tape my cams, but... I feel like it is not enough.
I still touch it way too often. It is still always within my reach. Everytime I browse
on Instagram when bored, and I notice it, I get angry with myself.
Cold turkey would be the only alternative.
Sometimes, when I want to have Silence, I turn my phone off for a few days.
BUT omg, that is causing a ruckus. When people don't see me online for a few
days, and can not reach me, and I don't answer their texts, they think I am sick
or killed myself. Especially my mom becomes very dramatic.
I almost feel like.... I am forced to own and use the smartphone. For other
people. It is almost as if the phone is necessary to survive nowadays. And more
and more, aside from my Youtube or Insta, I feel pissed off.
I was thinking of a split. Only to use the smartphone for those specific reasons
and to use a different device for personal conversation, but everyone relies on it.
I would loose all my conversations with all my friends all around the world.
I would loose the Normality of today. And this is a reason why I haven't made the
transition yet. Because I don't know how.
but instead listen in on people who have those Ideas? For example:
Me: "I wish my handbags would not always fall off my shoulders, someone should
invent something to attach it to on our shoulders". And then next week Advertisement
for shoulder strap everywhere. ? Kinda like that?
Because I never thought about stealing Ideas. I thought about targeted advertisement
and all of that jazz or being blacklisted by the Gov for being Anti Cov. But stealing
ideas? Holy moly. That is very scary.
Ever since I started to be in the internet, when I was 15.. that was in the year 2000,
I always used false identities and felt pretty safe for the most part. I never give my real
address or phone number anywhere, besides actual real Gov paperwork. And yet
still.. data brokers have found my number and now I am getting a lot of spam calls
and phishing sms. It is scary.
Oh yeah, Gaia forums. You need to find a good one. Not all are out of control. There
used to be still some serious ones, in Life Discussions and the likes, but I rarely find
topics to participate in.