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Last Login: 07/08/2012 7:36 pm

Registered: 04/06/2007

Gender: Female

Location: Across the lands. . .

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Chaos is never satiated.The enemy crumbles before me.The Hojo are so dull, but it might be fun to watch them die.Let's play a game. It's called "evisceration". Would you like to know the rules?This battlefield will be a glorious wasteland.Now pain and suffering will overtake the land of the dying sun.Unification sounds so boring. I much prefer Japan in pieces.May the rest of you be swept away with the chaos.And so the world moves towards order. How I loathe it... An order in which money and power and number rule... But you and I... You, a natural free born spirit, and I, the winds of chaos... How are you and I supposed to live in a world without conflict...?

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As I look up into that deep sky of true blue...
I see stars settled in...
As the sun has previously passed...
Nothing
Yet
Everything...
Love, Hatred, Greed
Trickery
And
Betrayal
The two of which I know all to well.
My past...
My present...
And my future...
So predictable yet...
Nothing.
Nothing will happen.
Not in this life...
Why?
Because my flow of time has stopped...
As I look up again I see,
That which I am longing to forget...
Love
Hate
Deception
Death
Arising
Killing
Falling!
Everything rushed through my head...
Silently I fall...
Fall to my knees and cry...
With no tears
Thinking back I quickly close my eyes!
I don't want to remember all of this!
Never!
Never will I return...
I will never be alright...
The path I lead?
Hell!
But...
I am not scared...
That is what words say...
What I as a priestess should say...
Right?
No!
As I myself should say,
Whats in me...
My hollow heart
It still yearns
It still fears,
It fears going to hell.
To doom.
As I myself would like to cry out...
I am scared!
I don't want to die!
I want to live!
I want to love!
I know...
It is selfish
For me, myself
And
Me the priestess

So to avoid wreck
I shut down myself.
And focus on the other me.
The priestess...
The woman that gave up herself
For the possession of the village...
So I breathe in deep and look into the sky...
I see nothing
Except the untouchable...
The thing every human searches for...
Love...
Not just any love...
A love based on
Trust
Connection
Eternity
A never ceasing bond...
In the time I was living...
I thought it was so easy...
And logically...
It is...
But I guess like every other thing in this deceiving world...
Easier said than done...
Now I see...
Anyone who loves someone enough to give themselves,
So the one they fight for doesn't feel pain...
Are those who achieve that goal.
Those who are selfless...
I cannot achieve what they call
eternal love...
because I am not one among the living...
If I could I would run into his arms...
If only that easy...
I have done many things I am not proud of...
Killing, hating, deceiving,
And the one most regretted...
Becoming Cold

~ Poem by chiyomi-uchiha of DeviantArt

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Eturna Report | 10/26/2010 4:38 pm: you look soo cute!
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Awesome Chandra Report | 10/17/2009 10:01 pm: yay i'm one of ur companions mrgreen
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Septimal Maiden Report | 08/02/2009 2:23 pm: Yay!! lol see you before 12.

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Septimal Maiden Report | 08/02/2009 1:54 pm: Chyes I wanna go!! >3<
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Awesome Chandra Report | 08/01/2009 9:05 pm: i'm good i've been putting almost all of my art on deviantART lately