What I miss a lot is our nights together.
No matter how I rolled around in my sleep I always woke up happily in your arms~
My nights here are restless..and sleep isn't easy to come by, but I will continue to dream dreams of waking up in your strong arms again! Or under your blankets... ; )
Love and miss my Nicky..<3
As we continue to grow closer and closer everynight I find the distance to be almost unbearable! Im proud of us for working so hard for a future together, but less time with Nicky isn't so easy..Every night I fall asleep clinging to my Nick Buns only to dream of you by my side. I feel so love sick. The second my phone chimes with messages from you my heart skips a beat ! I'm so addicted to my Nicky <3 Once we are reunited in the upcoming weeks I won't be able to keep my hands off you!!
I miss the taste of your lips..and hope to savor them soon!
-Your love sick seductress
Linny ~
I'm so thankful for all the nights Nicky has stayed up late to talk to Linny..I'm sorry that so much of me is damaged, but I'm so grateful to have such a wonderful, patient, and caring man that not only wants to help me, but does so each and every day. You do so much for me that I sometimes forget to say thank you. That I forget to acknowledge all your growth throughout these wonderful 6 years. You've changed me into a person I can be proud of and every day you and I grow closer and stronger. We are never at a stalemate. I see you Nicky. I see all the effort you're making. I see how hard you're struggling to push past all your disabilities to create a future for us. I want you to know that I'm here to help to and I will do anything I can to make things easier on you. *Holds your hand* We are in this together! I'm sorry..Ive put so much pressure on you, I just want to wake up and see your face everyday. I want to roll over and hug you every night. I want to say I take this Nicky to be Linny's husbando!
Each and every day I wake up happy to know that somewhere there's a Nicky eagerly waiting for me. You give me life. You give me hope. You give me joy. You complete Linny..
Thank you Nick Diakiw..thank you for always trying your best even when I don't appreciate it. No matter what was in the past I know you never meant me any pain. I know..I still have insecurities, but you've truly helped me over come so many already and I hope someday soon I can love (and make love to..) you to my FULLEST capacity without any fear! I feel closer to that than I ever have in my entire life and I hope that I can live up to your dreams and fantasies to the fullest extent and beyond!!
Also..
I spent a long time re reading all of your heartfelt comments after our talk and..I'm so sorry I took it for granted. That I didn't believe you. You've done nothing but prove your love over and over for years and I was blind, But Linny sees now and all your love is sinking into me..You are...amazing. Your words..mean so much to me ..and I recognize now that..I must mean a great deal to you for you to be able to push through so much just to do all these great things for me. almost 400 days in a row you wrote to me ..there's no other man in the world who would do that for someone and I just can't believe I get to marry the one man in the world who does! I feel so lucky to call Nicky mine. I brag about you every single day to everyone who will listen. I want the world to know this is MY Nicky. Im proud of him and I want the world to know he's truly wonderful inside and out and even though he's too good to be true he's the truest person there is!!
I love you Neeky. I'm ready to step into the future with you. Let's go make more memories! Together!! heart
Going home is always so hard...Once I'm here I don't sleep right, eat right, feel right....Even right now I can't sleep because it feels to empty without my darling. I can't rest until I hear your voice. Im only able to survive on the thought that soon I'll get to see you again. Here, or there isn't what's important. Just being with you is what keeps me whole..I hope to see you soon my love. And I hope it'll be for a long time again. I got to have an AMAZING holiday season with you and it's spoiled me <3 I haven't felt happiness like this since I was a child and I never want it to end..I hope tonight you're having sweet dreams of our adventures and that soon we can start our routines again so I can actually sleep and not feel so sicky...I love you Nick Diakiw...and I need you so much....
..I could really use one of your big hugs right now...
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I definitely was very surprised. I'm very grateful we met too and got to have so many adventures together!!
Thank youuu~
Love Linny heart
What I miss a lot is our nights together.
No matter how I rolled around in my sleep I always woke up happily in your arms~
My nights here are restless..and sleep isn't easy to come by, but I will continue to dream dreams of waking up in your strong arms again!
Or under your blankets... ; )
Love and miss my Nicky..<3
As we continue to grow closer and closer every night I find the distance to be almost unbearable! Im proud of us for working so hard for a future together, but less time with Nicky isn't so easy..Every night I fall asleep clinging to my Nick Buns only to dream of you by my side. I feel so love sick. The second my phone chimes with messages from you my heart skips a beat ! I'm so addicted to my Nicky <3 Once we are reunited in the upcoming weeks I won't be able to keep my hands off you!!
I miss the taste of your lips..and hope to savor them soon!
-Your love sick seductress
Linny ~
I'm so thankful for all the nights Nicky has stayed up late to talk to Linny..I'm sorry that so much of me is damaged, but I'm so grateful to have such a wonderful, patient, and caring man that not only wants to help me, but does so each and every day. You do so much for me that I sometimes forget to say thank you. That I forget to acknowledge all your growth throughout these wonderful 6 years. You've changed me into a person I can be proud of and every day you and I grow closer and stronger. We are never at a stalemate. I see you Nicky. I see all the effort you're making. I see how hard you're struggling to push past all your disabilities to create a future for us. I want you to know that I'm here to help to and I will do anything I can to make things easier on you. *Holds your hand* We are in this together! I'm sorry..Ive put so much pressure on you, I just want to wake up and see your face everyday. I want to roll over and hug you every night. I want to say I take this Nicky to be Linny's husbando!
Each and every day I wake up happy to know that somewhere there's a Nicky eagerly waiting for me. You give me life. You give me hope. You give me joy. You complete Linny..
Thank you Nick Diakiw..thank you for always trying your best even when I don't appreciate it. No matter what was in the past I know you never meant me any pain. I know..I still have insecurities, but you've truly helped me over come so many already and I hope someday soon I can love (and make love to..) you to my FULLEST capacity without any fear! I feel closer to that than I ever have in my entire life and I hope that I can live up to your dreams and fantasies to the fullest extent and beyond!!
Also..
I spent a long time re reading all of your heartfelt comments after our talk and..I'm so sorry I took it for granted. That I didn't believe you. You've done nothing but prove your love over and over for years and I was blind, But Linny sees now and all your love is sinking into me..You are...amazing. Your words..mean so much to me ..and I recognize now that..I must mean a great deal to you for you to be able to push through so much just to do all these great things for me. almost 400 days in a row you wrote to me ..there's no other man in the world who would do that for someone and I just can't believe I get to marry the one man in the world who does! I feel so lucky to call Nicky mine. I brag about you every single day to everyone who will listen. I want the world to know this is MY Nicky. Im proud of him and I want the world to know he's truly wonderful inside and out and even though he's too good to be true he's the truest person there is!!
I love you Neeky. I'm ready to step into the future with you. Let's go make more memories! Together!! heart
..I could really use one of your big hugs right now...