"Outsiders" When you feel you're alone and no one is there for you, when there is no where you belong, that is an outsider, when people don't understand you, they just give you an evil stare, or ignore you, no one likes this feeling, because they feel unwanted, alone, like no one could care less, we all want friends and a bunch of friends, yes, we all want this, we want a group that will listen to us, help us, play with us, joke around with, something that friends do, but when you don't have this feeling, you wondering, "what's wrong with me? why can't i be in their group?" no one wants this feeling, even when you have friends in different so called groups, you want to be in the group u admire the people the most in, you want to be in the group with the so-called- most popular person, you want them to feel comfortable with you, laugh with you, talk to you, all the time, like you don't have to talk to them, they just want to ask you questions, talk about what you like or don't like, just things to make you speak your mind, they don't ignore you until you say something you don't want to be known for, they just can pay attention to you, you don't have to say something mean, or do something for attention from them, that isn't right, no one likes to be known for the wrong reason, and even when you're yourself, you just want to cry, because you don't feel like you belong anywhere, I feel this way.. it's not a smart reason, but it's able to make me sad, no one truly wants to be an outsider, all they want is to belong somewhere.
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