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I haven't written anything in a while, but every day i keep making up a new song by accident and forgetting it, so i'm going to write down some songs/poems i remember.

Enough of this stupid s**t

The other day, walking down the street.
I thought everyone should be at my feet.
I felt like a god, i'm not sure why.
I didn't expect for her to die.

I got home, and read her letter.
But it didn't seem i could forget her.
It's been a few months, now i know.
All my life has been a show.

A staged drama, you all played a part.
My faces were like a sculpted art.
And i tore it apart, i said "Forget it."
"I'm sick and tired of this stupid s**t."

I've told some lies, and some more.
I've made myself step out the door.
And i put on this mask of sorrow.
And plan my lies for tomorrow.

I lie and say "i've got a girlfriend"
And show the picture and pretend.
That she is here, and not online.
She's far away but she was mine.

But here i stand, telling the truth.
Those pictures really aren't from a booth.
They're edited, to make it real.
Make me seem to really feel.

Like i knew, that my love was true.
It didn't make a difference to you.
You pat me on the shoulder and walked away.
And when i cried, i meant it that day.

And now i lay, sufferring.
And my heart is shattering.
I now know what love is like.
It's like shoving your heart onto a pike.

So i gave up, chased after you.
And you laughed and walked away too.
You gave excuses, while my heart raced.
You wouldn't tell the truth to my face.

But the other day, i was told.
That it was your soul you sold.
And i realized, i'm over it.
I'm sick and tired of this stupid s**t.

And now i can, say what's true.
I'm finally, over you.
Years and years, i've lived a lie.
Now i finally finally try.

These things you said, all were fake.
But my soul was ready for you to take.
But i stopped, put it back and quit.
I've had enough of this stupid s**t.

that's all i can remember right now. I'll try and remember more later.