I've been rather moody the past week or so. I guess you can blame our wonderful cycle. I've never been so much as a mood person as of this month. It is something I usually can deal with. I've snapped at my husband for no reason and I've been told it's cause of stress and things in my life but I never felt like I was stressful.I think part of it might be of a friend that I knew that passed away towards the end of November (which is also my birth month) and I didn't know till mid Dec. I kinda felt like a horrible person. Even though it's been 3 months already, I kept it myself as to try my best to keep moving forward. I never did mourn. But I did send his family flowers and cards.
I think in some ways I have to do my own mourning to be able to finally coupe and move on. I strongly believe that is one reason I feel the way I am. Not to mention that along with our monthly cycle, it brings forth mixed feelings at times. I was never able to coupe with death such as with my sister because it was worse when I lost my sister years back. I shall see what I can do. Life is too precious. Don't take it for granted. Give your parents, family and friends a hug when you see them. I know I do. ^__^