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A POET'S TESTIMONY
Hello! My Name Is John
Born On The 24th Of March, 1980
To My Dear Mother Shawne
Who Was Such A Kind Lady
I Was Very Close To Her
Unclaimed By My Father
No Sister Nor Brother
Just Me And My Mother
An Unknown Disease She Had
Huntington's Is Now The Name
It Made The Family So Sad
Decreasing Mentally She Was Never The Same
I Was Eight When She Passed Away
Faithfulness In Such A Difficult Path
Such An Example, Each And Everyday
Even Through Such An Aftermath
Passed Few A Difficult Day
When I Was In Bed
I Lay And I Pray
Asking Why She Was Dead
Then My Mother Came To Me
In The Brightest Beam
Beautiful Was She
Shining In A Dream
Seeming Like A Telepath Mime
I Asked If I Could Stay
Shook Her Head, No Not Your Time
Then Wiped My Teardrops Away
I Woke Up Soaked In Tears
I Then Knew
That In A Few Years
I Would Be With Her Too
I Had The Clearest Vision
Where The Brightest Beam Glows
In A Place Called Heaven
Where The Love Of God Flows
Where I Went And Saw Floating Far Above
God Is Perfect That Much Is True
If I Tried Describing His Ominous Love
I Wouldn't Know Where To Start, Not A Clue
So By Fact I Know There Is A God
And By Fact I Know There Is A Unity So Nice
So By Fact I Know There I Both Soul And Bod
And By Fact I Know There Is A Heavenly Paradise
I Lived With My Loving Grandmother
Who Spoiled Me With Many A Thing
I Lived With My Proud Grandfather
Does Things Right In Everything
Twelve I Was
I Went And Moved
To Uncle Doug's And Aunt Nelda's
I Was Very Confused
They Brought Me To Church
Introduced Me To Jesus Christ
Awakening My Spiritual Search
Realizing The Time I Had Waste
Again I Moved
Back To My Grandparents Place
I Fell Into Depression
A Road Of Sin I Choose To Taste
My Seperation From God Affected Me
My Seperation From Many A Friend
Holed In My Room Full Of Worry
Lost In The Woods A Prayer I Send
Spiritually Frozen For Many A Year
I Knew He Was Giving
I Knew He Was There
Like A Fool, I Wasn't Willing
I Fell In The Valley Deep
Called Maniacally Depressed
Thoughts Of Suicide Making Me Weep
That Much I Confess
I Thought I Was A Wieght
An Extra Mouth To Feed
Others My Age, Full Of Anger And Hate
I Felt Like An Unwanted Weed
A Little Voice Inside
There's More To Be Done
Don't Continue To Hide
You're Here For A Reason
When I Turned Nineteen
I Started Going To Youth
My Faith In God Was Redeemed
I Saw Again The Truth
I Accepted Me For Me
Looked Deep Inside My Soul
To Let Others See
My Awesome Wonderful Whole
A Visit On Last November's Eve
To Doug And The Rest Of Them
They Were Certain, Yes They Beleive
He Could Help Release My Tension
So I Moved To The Fort'
Regularly To Church I Went
To Youth And Things Of That Sort
More And More People I Met
I Wish I Could Say All Of This In A Normal Testimony
But I Am Privileged, Happy And Very Blessed
That I Have A Life Of Abnormally
For Not All People Tasted Heaven Like I Did
That Was My Life Past
That Was Many My Lesson
Learning So Very Fast
From Each And Every One
I Am Always Amazed
By The Faith Of Believers
Yes I Am Always Astonished
By The Assurance Of Recievers
Now I Be Baptized
In All Three Names
My Souls Next Step
Never Will Be The Same
To My Faith
A Public Display
That I Have Accepted Jesus
For He Is The Way
I Write This Message
To Whom Who Read
To Whom Who Heard
For Us Jesus Bled
For You A Question
Before I Depart
Do You Have Jesus
In Your Heart ??? |
