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A POET'S TESTIMONY Hello! My Name Is John Born On The 24th Of March, 1980 To My Dear Mother Shawne Who Was Such A Kind Lady I Was Very Close To Her Unclaimed By My Father No Sister Nor Brother Just Me And My Mother An Unknown Disease She Had Huntington's Is Now The Name It Made The Family So Sad Decreasing Mentally She Was Never The Same I Was Eight When She Passed Away Faithfulness In Such A Difficult Path Such An Example, Each And Everyday Even Through Such An Aftermath Passed Few A Difficult Day When I Was In Bed I Lay And I Pray Asking Why She Was Dead Then My Mother Came To Me In The Brightest Beam Beautiful Was She Shining In A Dream Seeming Like A Telepath Mime I Asked If I Could Stay Shook Her Head, No Not Your Time Then Wiped My Teardrops Away I Woke Up Soaked In Tears I Then Knew That In A Few Years I Would Be With Her Too I Had The Clearest Vision Where The Brightest Beam Glows In A Place Called Heaven Where The Love Of God Flows Where I Went And Saw Floating Far Above God Is Perfect That Much Is True If I Tried Describing His Ominous Love I Wouldn't Know Where To Start, Not A Clue So By Fact I Know There Is A God And By Fact I Know There Is A Unity So Nice So By Fact I Know There I Both Soul And Bod And By Fact I Know There Is A Heavenly Paradise I Lived With My Loving Grandmother Who Spoiled Me With Many A Thing I Lived With My Proud Grandfather Does Things Right In Everything Twelve I Was I Went And Moved To Uncle Doug's And Aunt Nelda's I Was Very Confused They Brought Me To Church Introduced Me To Jesus Christ Awakening My Spiritual Search Realizing The Time I Had Waste Again I Moved Back To My Grandparents Place I Fell Into Depression A Road Of Sin I Choose To Taste My Seperation From God Affected Me My Seperation From Many A Friend Holed In My Room Full Of Worry Lost In The Woods A Prayer I Send Spiritually Frozen For Many A Year I Knew He Was Giving I Knew He Was There Like A Fool, I Wasn't Willing I Fell In The Valley Deep Called Maniacally Depressed Thoughts Of Suicide Making Me Weep That Much I Confess I Thought I Was A Wieght An Extra Mouth To Feed Others My Age, Full Of Anger And Hate I Felt Like An Unwanted Weed A Little Voice Inside There's More To Be Done Don't Continue To Hide You're Here For A Reason When I Turned Nineteen I Started Going To Youth My Faith In God Was Redeemed I Saw Again The Truth I Accepted Me For Me Looked Deep Inside My Soul To Let Others See My Awesome Wonderful Whole A Visit On Last November's Eve To Doug And The Rest Of Them They Were Certain, Yes They Beleive He Could Help Release My Tension So I Moved To The Fort' Regularly To Church I Went To Youth And Things Of That Sort More And More People I Met I Wish I Could Say All Of This In A Normal Testimony But I Am Privileged, Happy And Very Blessed That I Have A Life Of Abnormally For Not All People Tasted Heaven Like I Did That Was My Life Past That Was Many My Lesson Learning So Very Fast From Each And Every One I Am Always Amazed By The Faith Of Believers Yes I Am Always Astonished By The Assurance Of Recievers Now I Be Baptized In All Three Names My Souls Next Step Never Will Be The Same To My Faith A Public Display That I Have Accepted Jesus For He Is The Way I Write This Message To Whom Who Read To Whom Who Heard For Us Jesus Bled For You A Question Before I Depart Do You Have Jesus In Your Heart ???