Friends They call me a 'friend', but they never really mean it. I knowt that they don't. I can tell. I'm always out of the circle. They never tell me anything. It's a secret. Yeah, if it's a 'secret' then why don't you tell me. They don't know how it is to be the one lefted out. They never have been that person. I act like I'm the dumb one. The stupid one, because it make them feel good and happy. I want my friends to be gald, but in the end I feel shitty. They never listen to my ideas. I have great ones, but they all think I'm retared and if I tell someone an idea they well claim it as there own. One time one of my friends needed to study for a test and I have taken the test before her. I asked if she wanted to know what to study. She yelled at me. I was just trying to help. They always talk about stuff that there doing and I feel like I don't belong anywhere. I'll never have any real friends. Thats where I think. But my friends will most likely read this and say 'We are your friends Bonnie'. Thats a load of Bull s**t!
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