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Im ******** Done.
People are pissing me off so ******** much that i can hardly ******** take it.
What the ******** do i do to deserve all the s**t i have to endure?

Right now im wishing all you ******** people would fall in a very large ******** hole and stay there for the rest of your ******** lives. Not gonna lie.

I deal with all your s**t on top of mine on a constant basis. I have helped more than enough of you through so much s**t. Ima nice ******** guy when i want to be. But when i get treated like i have lately, by "friends" and even people i dont ******** know, it ******** pisses me off.
what?
do you want me to ******** admit it?
would that make you beel better about yourselves and go on with your ******** moronic lives?

fine.

Im a b***h
im vain
self centered
arrogant
egotistical
********' ugly
I care about what people say
Im manic depressive
I hide how i feel because none of you would give a ******** if i told you what was wrong in the first place.
Im suicidal
I cut
I wear long sleeves every ******** day to hide it.
I dont sleep
I dont eat (yeah i ******** admit it)

I also:
Have put down, or tried to put down, everything im doing to help YOU
I care about YOU

And what the ******** do i get?
Nothing.
I get made fun of.
Woopdy ******** Doo.

Imagine your lives without me.
Cause sooner or later, thats how it's gonna ******** be.