i'm tired and right now i feel like the one person i love and care about doesn't care about me... i don't know anymore... i'm not upfront about how i feel... i'm scared he's losing interest in me which is making me pull away...
i'm really tired right now... the only reason i'm still awake cause i was waiting for him to get online and see if he wanted to call me back... guess not...
today more than once i said "i love you" and nothing... he hung up while i was saying it and didn't even say bye... and when he was online...
MEH!
i hate being tired... makes me have so many doubts...
i hate having doubts because i know i love him...
i need sleep...
i probably won't remember this tomorrow so ya...
night
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