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when ur here im happy
when ur away im sad
when ur kItty still kitty nu matter wat(made up on da spot)

laughin n playin all i hear is u talkin
tryin to run away from it but it keeps stabbin
u dont care..u dont hate..u dont love..
all i hear is my thoughts
they run through my head playin over n over
can i escape it?? can i beat it?? will it take over??
its up to me to decide..
ur words dont get through b/c of these thoughts that dont escape
i fight i fight
i get weaker each step i take
each step i take i dont make u worry
knowin me..i wont let u worry on me..
so i put on a fake smile..the one thats different then the rest
does it help?? or does it make it worse?? is it worth it??
i know it still hurts inside
didnt help me
but it fooled u
did it..?? or did it not..??(on the spot wit a lil thinkin)

all by kitty tell me if u like it or if u dont or if its ok enough
DO I..??
do i make u cry..??
do i make u hurt..??
do i make u sad..??
do i make u happy..??
do i make u angry..??
do i make u confused..??
do i make u frustrated..??
do i or do i not..??

the pain inside is just so great
it hurts to see u cry
it hurts knowin ill cry
the bad news flows through me
not knowin what lies ahead of me
y did this happen..??
all i did was care
u disappeared from my life
just like that
it hurt deeply

i tried forgetin
all u r doin is talkin
the pain is stabbin me
u keep laughin

im not ready for u to go
u were here
u belong here
where r u..??
can i reach u..??
can i be wit u..??
take me wit u away from worries
and misery
im sad to say that ima have to move on
the pain rests inside till i think of u
theres a whole in my heart
its big but over time it'll get better
still there but ima be better
just u wait and see
-by KiTtY- im sorryxD