******** hell.
Well, s**t. I feel mighty useless right now.
Not a pleasant feeling, not a pleasant feeling at all. People always come to me asking for advice, a shoulder to cry on, or for help, and when I do something, someone already did it, so whatever I have to offer doesn't bloody matter.
You know what, don't come to me then. I am tired of feeling useless. No one really gives a flying ******** about how I feel when I open my mouth. People always think there is nothing wrong with me. I am good with hiding my emotions, and when I try to open up to someone - BAM they don't care.
I have to have a lot of trust in you to even start talking. This is what I get for trusting people too quickly, or easily.
I'm pretty pissed right now.
******** hell, just leave me the ******** alone and stop making me feel this way.
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