I walk in and see you on your hands and knees crying, and blood all of the bed and all of your face. I didn't know what to do or what to think. The feeling that I had were driving me mad. I didn't want to be there alone. This is tormenting me and it leaves me drained every time. I am left alone in my thoughts trying to make since out of what had happen. But it never makes any since. I don't want to face what is going on because I'm afraid of what I might do. I can still hear the gun going off inside my head. All of your words haunt me. And the expressions on every one's faces says it all. And knowing that you will never be free until the Day you die. My heart has abandoned me and left me with my thoughts. My heart has closed it's self off from me. It has never recovered from my childhood. I'm not OK, but I will carry on and maybe you won't be able to tell. I'll numb the pain and I will be held together only by a thread.
Nezumi 3 · Sun May 13, 2007 @ 03:09am · 0 Comments |