I guess I didn't make things clear... regarding my last post.. It seems harsh, I know.. but that's not the point... it wasn't to disappoint him or break him... anyway.. the last paragraph.
Quote: But over all of this, when I think REALLY hard... I notice, that there are qualities that keep me loving him. He's not too rough and he shows he loves me, because if he was too rough, then where would be room to show you love that person. Every now and then, I just wish somethings would change. Yet... I simply say, I don't care to any of them because he's perfect to me. very, VERY tiny problems. TINY, TINY problems, but perfect. I love him and none of this is going to stop me from doing so. ^w^
Ok so... let's see...
I notice, that there are qualities that keep me loving him. He's not too rough and he shows he loves me, because if he was too rough, then where would be room to show you love that person. Every now and then, I just wish somethings would change. Yet... I simply say, I don't care to any of them because he's perfect to me.I love him and none of this is going to stop me from doing so. ^w^
See it? Yeash. :3
Question yourself... how can he be perfect if there are problems?
Heh.. there are no problems... He's perfectly fine. I noticed that he did.. in fact read it, and that he kept changing really weird like. He kept saying, every now and then; "You wanted a tough boyfriend." He was changing because of the stupid entry. I DID NOT want that. Why the hell would one post matter? What does it matter if I think this or that? That doesn't mean I wanted him to change. Not at all. I love him the way he is.... When we discussed this Saturday night, I asked him to go back to the way he was... but for some reason I don't feel that he's going back.. I don't know what it is, but lately... my hearts been hurting... and I want a reason... and I want it to come from him.. Please... explain..
Another thing.... :To Him: I'm sorry for everything... I meant to express what I thought, not to change you.... I want to love that person that I fell in love with... not someone that isn't him. Not you trying to be someone else... please stop.... I love you...
Please don't take any of this strongly or wrongly, because there isn't anything negative in this.. its all positive..... keep your heart strong because I'm here to fix it and make it stronger, not to break it and make it fragile..... which seems to be the only thing I've been doing lately. I just want you to yell at me and tell me you hate me because I feel that this is what I deserve.... Now I must stop because I can barely see the keys due to tear blockage......... damn.
 Sieg Heil Hitler · Sun May 13, 2007 @ 08:32pm · 0 Comments |
