I tried to stay happy. Nope. it doesn't work. I want to be happy so bad. I just don't know what to do. I want to stop arguing because my heart makes it hard for me to breath. It has been this way for a while. A promise I made, a promise I will keep. No matter how much I am suffering right now. I just want to be happy, but I find that hard. Everything hit hardcore last night when my boyfriend was puttigng himself down. I had no sleep, because I was cryiing way too much to concentrate on thati. The typos make it easy to see how tired I am. I reallly hope his goes away. I hope my boyfriend gets happ..... even if I never get happy.
All I want. All I wish for. Is to be happy. That's all I want.
Sieg Heil Hitler · Wed Jan 23, 2008 @ 08:58pm · 2 Comments |