ok, a good friend from cali came to visit for a week. we were in love and stuff but had never met. and i refused to go any farther until then. so we met, yadda yadda yadda. didn't go well. big shock to both of us. he just isn't my type. and now he's home and he's bitching about how i don't talk to him anymore. there really hasn't been much to talk about. i didn't say good-bye to him 2 times and he thinks something's wrong. i forgot! geez! he's way too emotional. and he's really clingy even though he lives across the country. it's driving me crazy. i just want to yell at him to get a life. he doesn't do anything. he takes all his college courses online, he doesn't drive and he's 19, doesn't have a job, and he just never goes out to have any fun with friends. it's really sad. I know i really hurt him when i told him that we wouldn't work out. i still feel really bad for that. i didn't want it to happen. but it did. i can't ignore my feelings. and his ex-online gf all of a sudden has started talking to him. she hasn't spoken to him since she broke up with him a year ago. i smell trouble. big trouble. and now she says how she doesn't like how i hurt him. HA! at least i wasn't a huge b***h about it. i tried to explain things and to not hurt him too much. i'm soooo bored. i wanna go out and do something. grrr...
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