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I'm a shinobi and now the Kazekage of the Hidden Sand Village. Temari and Kankuro are my older siblings. No one loves me. No one has. I have been alone for 6 years. My mother cursed the world and me when she died giving birth to me. My dad, the former Kazekage, trained me until I became too much of a threat and sent many assassins to eliminate me. I have a demon sealed inside of me. His name is Shukaku, a one-tailed raccoon demon that thirsts for blood. The Kazekage, my father, whom I thought loved me, put this monster in me, as an experiment, for me to become the village's ultimate weapon when I grew up. He spoiled me, which I thought was love. My uncle, Yashamaru, told me that I could not cut myself because the sand barrier is really my mother. The sand protects me because my mother loves me. I say that it hurts a lot in this place, which I guess is my heart. I say that I want it to go away, and Yashamaru says Love. Love is the cure to the heartache, the bitter pain in your chest. I am labeled as a monster. A monster is sealed inside of me, which in turn, makes me a monster. A monster I was, and a monster I will always and forever will be. I love no one, but myself. I made a kanji tattoo out of my blood of the word love. Gaara means death. Ai means love. Love death. I live for no one, but myself. My purpose in life, the reason for me to keep on living, is death. As long as there are people to kill on and in this dreadful and forsaken world, then I shall live on. Flee when you hear me, feel me, see me. Fear me I am Gaara. Sabaku no Gaara. The now present Kazekage of the Hidden Sand Village, and I have changed.