As I lie here next to him....I wonder if this is nothing more then a bitter sweet dream that will end soon. I am wondering if I am just in a dream not willing to wake up. If this is all a dream...then I don't want to wake into the hellish nightmare I have grown so use to. Please, God of Night, don't let me wake. I want to stay here sleeping so warmly so softly by my protector. I want to keep this nice safe feeling...that has become so fa miller to me. I don't want to go back being alone, and empty. I was an empty shell and poor excuse to be a human....i don't want to go back to being what I use to be... Just let me stay here, in my dreams...were I am the person I wasn't destiny to be.....
Zeroyuy · Wed May 16, 2007 @ 05:26am · 0 Comments |