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I feel like s**t right now.. Like nothing and my gut is twisitng form the inside with a pain that I can't stop easily.. Whe I got home today, my dad was starting to pass out and in large amounts of pain... my sister and mom were crying... I just stood by and watched though as I tired to help him into the truck... I left to get the rest opf our family first though... All I could do at the hospital was pace around outside alone though... and everyone in my family kept asking how I was.... I of course said nothing was wrong and that I felt ok... My gut is still twisting as I type this.. we just left the hospital.. my sisters boyfriend driving.. and I jumped out... I dont want to go back home.. it feels so suffocating inside the house now... and I know that I will just worry about my dad there... but at the hospital and rght now I just feel so helpless... I want to change the world and make a diffrence but I cant help my dad.. I am so confused.. and I dont know what to do.... can Somebody help me please..?

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