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Everyone is sometimes lost in thier own darkness

Its always the deepest,darkest part of the dirty ocean

The current is rough

I cant swim up

Someone help me

-Why-

The voice

I dont want to die

-It will be better-

I dont want to get lost

HELP ME!

The more I resist

The deeper I fall

The darker it gets

WHY!

Why did I have to die?

Is it because I'm alone?

No one is there

Nobody cares

Turn the corner

Finally

I've found you

and yet

Waterfalls continue to fall from my eyes

Poisonous knifes

continue to pierce my heart

Will path of I keep going?

Or will I turn back

No!

No escaping

I've walked too far

But now I do not wish to continue

Let me fade

Forever

I want to disapper

There is no other choice but to sink to the dark.


Not to live
But to die
Let darkness
Take over
Let pain
rush through you
Let saddness
Be
Your only feeling
Your 13
embrace it
The pain
darkness
and saddness
Now
You are dead


Everyday
I think of you
Everynight
I dream of you
No matter what
your on my mind
I dream of holding you
never to let go
I think about kissing you
Love pased on form both
Nothing i want more
Than to see
your smile
Nothing i need more
but for your
Happiness


Love
is not real
Love
never was
Love
was just happiness
Love
Is all sadness
Strong
Painful
Sad
and Dark
Love
Fake

Darkness
Waht do you see
When your in your mother's womb
Darkness
What do you see
When you close your eyes
Darkness
What do you see
When the sun goes down
Darkness
What is the last thing
you
when you die
Darkness
In the end
There will always be
Darkness





True Love Lost

The silence returns
I'm falling asleep
Drifting into a world
I'll never return
I was hurt
I was shunned
crying my eyes out
because I'm alone
no one loves me
I've lost my touch
I tried to get to you
but I'm too slow
yet I'm scared
but I dont know why
It should be easy
to say whats true
from my heart
just say whats true
I will forever...love you


Happiness from the Source

A warm heart
is growing cold
my tears fill my eyes
I cry
for the one that I love
hiding my face
keeping him loved
I wish with all my heart
to speak out words
and not shy away
I want to touch you
in a normal way
I dont want to
be afriad...
I need you
I want you
I have to let you know
I'm happy only if you are...

Beauty of a Storm

The storm will take over
the innocence is gone
the claws reveal themselfs
and reluctantly stops
distroying all in its path
it makes one last crash
untill it rests
the storm is gone
the claws rest down
innocence returns
beauty and silence
so soft
dont touch it
let it stay
enjoy it while it lasts
the beauty
of a soft heart
covered in stone


Patience


Walking on that road
The road of love
and heartbreak
So many obsticles
so many hearts
I've gone through alot of them
but later they all rot
each time a peice of heart
would break away
ocean pearl tears
cascading down my face
I'll wear black
wear chains
keep me down
no more hearts
I'll wait
This road of hearts
Is the road of patience...