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That Sexual Desire is on Fire. Blow it Out Why Don'tcha?
Man, If I could only just experience making love once...
I hate this feeling of Sexual Attraction.
I wish I could go back into my writing mood/idea mood, because when I'm in that state of mind, I couldn't care about sex or watching someone sexy.
Like, I was talking to Jatia-- I thought her name was Tatia but its not. She's in my science class and, being thursday, my lab class too.
She was wearing a skirt today, so when we was talking, I was looking down at her thighs nearly exposed and in my head, I was like "Ooooh yea" and "Mmmm-hmm" and "Woooo Nelly!"
She sat next to me in lab class today.
Those were some beautiful-a** legs. Mmm-hmm. I just SO want to be inbetween them...
...s**t.
Jatia's small, she's a small girl, but those thighs were still some prime piece of art. But after a while, I was like, "Okay, that's enough of that," and deverted my attention.
I hate it. The desire.
I remember back in the good Ol' days when I actually HAD control-- a will power no man even dreamed of.
If my thing-a-ling started to rise, I could just say, "Go down," and it'd go down. Mind Power.
I, was the master.
But that was then and this is now, and now I want to sex someone so badly.
I hate the feeling-- in a way.
I mean, technically I like the desire(I'd like it even more when it comes true wink ), but you know, I'm just putting up a front by saying I don't like it.
But I also like my "Writing mood"-- which nuetralizes my passion for sex and thighs and s**t.
I like both moods, even if i won't admit it to myself.
....Eh, I guess I'll just leave it up to Fate to choose my mood for me.
*Sigh*
I should just get a prostitute..... if they were legal in NYC.
Nah, F@ck that, prostitures cost like $50, I don't care how active I am, I am Never spending 50, or 40, or $20(!) on a slutt.
Hell no!
[Not to mention there's a 62% chance of recieving a gift wrapped up in herpes]
Yea, that too. Pimps always say, "They're clean." Well, in movies at least.
Yea.......
But those were some fine-a** thighs for a small skinny girl.
domokun WOO! Babeh!
I wasn't always this perverted. Actually, I hated perverts back then. But ya know, when you open up your mind and become free, you can except anything. I'm glad I've denounced my religion.
..............
domokun WOO! Babeh! Awww yea, cool
<You Sicko!>
Bite me, why don'tcha!
But until then...
Let the dreams begin. cheese_whine
Cheers.
[And the Journal said: Amen]
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