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I met a really sweet guy online last night. His name is Chad. He's really cute, and we have a totally amazing connection. It's good that age doesn't matter to me, coz he is quite a bit younger than I am. He's 19 and I'm 26. Like I said, we had an amazing connection, and he's a total sweetheart. I'm totally crushing on him big time. He's a bit emo, but that's okay with me. He's still really adorable. Just in the one conversation we had last night, I could totally see myself falling for him. He seems like a really great guy. He made me really happy last night. I got butterflies. I even had dreams about him last night. He and I have tons in common. He plays in a band too. I sent him a sample of my voice, and he said, "I think I might be in love with you just for your voice." Hehe. That was cute. I'll be bold in saying that I really want him. I'd be so happy if things worked out between us. I like him that much...

I'm really quite tired today. I went to sleep around four (my usual bedtime, it seems), and I slept in until noon. I spent a chunk of the night worrying about my dad. He went to the ER last night, with symptoms of spinal miningitis (sp?), and that scared me. Thankfully, it's just a nasty virus, but it still had me very worried. Then after that, most of my night was daydreaming about Chad and thinking about what it would be like to be with him. One thing's for sure- I'm definitely going to be careful with this one, especially in the wake of the last guy I liked... Besides that, I don't want to screw anything up... Boo. I'm tired. I think I'll go take a nap...