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LAME LAME LAME LAME LAME LAME LAME.

SO ******** LAME.

If I wasnt Captain of the Sniper Game there would be SO much bitching going on right now in there by me. But since I'm captain my bitching is confined to my journal. And maybe to the GCDHG, if I feel the need to grace them with my emo presence. Seeing how lots of gcdhg'ers are in the game this time round, maybe I will make a thread in there. Then I can b***h with others instead of by myself.

Ok so first. Zae needs to GROW SOME ******** BALLS. GOD FORBID 4 people tell you they dont want you to be able to automatically GM any game you want. And the rest of the guild tells you that you should be able to. Its like a ******** MIRACLE that you only have 4 people against you. Like REALLY. And the poll having 10 people? We dont USE polls in the SG becasue they are too easily manipulated. Someone probably went on like 6 different accounts and voted.

And leaving the game? LAME LAME LAME. Y'all are RUINING Aine's game. What ******** bitches. Now I lose respect for you too, if you left. Poor Aine. First a few people hurt Zae, and now people are all "dont hurt people D<" and then hurt Aine. I mean, really? WTF? You all suck.

UGH. I have had SO MANY issues with this guild. Have you seen how many times I've been bitched out for things? Remember when me and Siamese had a ******** BREAKDOWN over how horribly we were treated? And Zae has 4 people disagree with her, politely, and she FLIPS OUT and then others react to everyone being all kinds of D< to them, one person is extra mean, and its like HOMG ZAE crying crying crying heart heart heart When I've had issues with the guild I've gotten support, yes. But not like Zae has. And when I have issues things come out of them. Last time I threw a fit I ended up getting suggestions on better rules and modding for the guild, and fixed the game and guild guide. I do s**t when I throw fits. I dont -just- throw fits like a little baby.

You know what else irks me about this Zae worship? Zae is GREAT. Zae brought us the game. Yes. We should love her for it, she should get to GM when she wants. I agree with that and am NOT being sarcastic at all. But she should not be treated like a precious jewel. We should not drop at her feet, give her what she wants, and get angry at anyone against her.

Do you know how long I've been taking care of the guild? I was VC from I dunno when...October? November? Until December. That was a lot of s**t I had to deal with then. Then when Zae came back and demodded the VCs and then left right away who kept things going? Who started the gm apps for the next game? Who continued doing them even though it wasnt their job to do them? Me. And then when we were falling apart. Dukes wanted a new guild, and so did a few others. But did they ever do anything? No. They said they wanted it and then people bitched and bitched and bitched and who was the one who finally said "I dont care what you all say, we need to try to save ourselves, we ARE making a new guild!" and then made a new guild? Me. And who took care of the guild? Who made the rules, got the mods, kept it so that it didnt turn into the old guild? Who did all the could to keep the SG from dying when all anyone else did was sit there and b***h and moan? Who got bitched out over and over again, got criticized, had to deal with everyone's problems, had to fight and fight and fight to get things to work and hated it half the time but did it anyways because they love the SG so much and couldnt stand to watch it die? ME.

Do I get love? Do I get worshipped like zae, have anyone who disagrees with me bitched out like Zae? Do I even get a ******** thank you? NO I DONT.

So I am NOT ******** happy. And I lost SO much respect for Zae that its not even ******** funny. She cant handle s**t. She could NEVER be captain thats for sure. She would break day 1. At least in the old guild I lasted for like a month before breaking. And in this guild my fits are few and far between. And actually get s**t done.

Ugh Zae took care of the game for 7 months - June - September. And was gone for a few of those months. I took care of the guild for at least 7 months - November - now. And yet I dont get even close to the kind of respect she does. I just dont get
it.

The SG ******** sucks c**k.

And Aine I am so sorry these immature hos are ruining your game. So so sorry. But I dont know if you even read this journal so maybe I should pm it to you.

And yeah I will post this in the GCDHG. I feel so bad burdening them with my SG rants. Although it always cracks me up how I rant and rant and rant and then try to get them to join the game saying how great it is even though like every other day I tell them it sucks XD

But at least there I might get comments, not like in this journal. And almost all of them will be on my side because they dont give a ******** about you SG'ers heart