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I'm ******** sick and tired of being human. We are selfish bastards who only care for ourselves and stupid possessions and that ******** pisses me off. We kill because our mates were sleeping with someone else, because they have what we want or because we had nothing better to do. We hurt. We enslave. We have no basic values even iguanas have and hold dear. I hate that we don't simply care about important basic things like love and mutual respect and we fight and kill over trivial things like oil, fear, and just things that are not really important but things we think are because we want them.

So. My best friend was hacked. My boyfriend was hacked twice and is now quitting this site because of some ******** a** holes.
I feel like quitting because the entire community here are ******** dicks. But then I realize that it would do me more good just to kill myself because those dicks are everywhere. But I'm not doing that, my death would be pointless. And if I must kill myself I want there to be a point behind it.

Well... I haven't decided what I want to do. So if I do decide to leave this site any and everyone is welcome to contact me. I'll send you my email or cell number happily because then I know it really isn't a waste of time trying to be nice and creating bonds on the internet and I might return someday. But I dunno...

For the ones I love, I love you.
For the ones I don't love but I don't hate, I love you.
For the ones I hate, I still love you.
For the ones I don't know, I wish you the best of luck and I think I almost love you.

~Love,
Sophie.