so umm it's late and I'm still on lol...I wanna just sleep but school work comes before sleep and kids before school. That leaves kids school then me...john wants to go out tonight not to hip on that but I guess. I jsut dont know how I feel right now sorta just need to see. I want to sleep for two days in a row and john would let me. He is a very nice man and I should just wait and see. Enjoy myself...that's what I need a good meal I didnt cook without mommy mommy. I love my kids but It's hell being a single mother wouldnt trade it for anything but it's hard. Well, I'm off to get my older son up for work...yes he is adopted...chow!!!
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