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...and...

Did I mention lately how much life sucks?

Or that I'm sure I'll live the rest of my life alone?

Or that I drive everyone away from me?

And then Iwonder what I did wrong....XD

Probably everything, ne?...

Well, that's just me I guess...

If someone can't stand me....

Oh well, no one CAN stand me...XD

I guess I have to face it some day?

I'll always be alone!

I'd become a nun but...

I don't really believe in God.

Not enough to become a nun at least.

XD

And um...

Like I said,

Life Sucks...XD

I am against the way life is lived.

It's not that I wanna die...

Far from it actually...

I do wanna live.

Just NOT that way.

But everyone tells me the things I want are impossible...

Therefore: Life Sucks..XD

Ah..well, why do I bother?

No one reads this, right?

Then again, I write it for myself anyway!

Then again, I'm an attention whore so..

I wish someone would read it...

And tell me thatthey did that is...XD

Cause yeah, my attention whore-ish feelings...

...get hurt...!

******** it, I'm out....!

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