things.. i just felt like posting a blog.. ^-^
i love mikey mccraw with my entire heart.. and there isnt anything anyone can do or say to make me change my mind about that.. i have always loved that boii and always will.. he is my whole world.. he has made me feel like no other boii ever has.. he has made me actually experience this thing we call "love" and i never really truely knew what it meant till i got with him.. he feels me with so much joy, hope, love, life.. no one and i mean no one else in this world has ever given me the chance to experience that.. our relationship is special.. no matter how hard someone tries to ******** us over. we stand. there might be things said or done to shut them up at the moment but they can always be corrected. forgive and forget right.. thats what i always thought... most ppl know me out to be a b***h and a whore and whatever you pathetic little so called people wanna label me. i am not to be labeled. i am who i am, and thats all i can and will be. im not here to impress anyone of you.. the only person in this world that i try and be perfect for is my baby boii mikey. and that because i know hes worth it.. i want to be that girl he points to and say thats her.. she has completely swept me away. now as i was sayin i am who i am. and you wanna know exactly what i am....? a lover, a dreamer, a poet, the girl you always dreamed you could have, but unfortunately you cant have, cause my heart is for one and one only, mikey. and no one in this world can love him or care for him, more than i do.. im really a lot of things.. but i am not to be labeled for i am not the person you want or wish i can be. i am but one, who belongs to only one. i wasnt brought into this world for your entertainment, nor to try and impress you, i have a puropse, what that is, the time hasnt come for me to find out yet. but i do believe that who i am with is who i was meant to be with.. if not than we wouldnt have went through so much.. we would not have done or said the things we did, we would have not promised each other we'd be together forever for it just to be words floating in the air.. floating away like a feather. no, what we say we mean. even in fights we say them cause we mean them. at that moment in time that anything is said we meant it.. not always thinking the same things cause of them being said outta anger but yes at the moment in time things are said they are meant.. even if they are hurtful.. but i do believe if me and mikey werent meant to be we wouldnt have been put through all of that.. it is really all a test just to see if were strong enough to withhold.. and if not then it makes us stronger.. and not at the situation were in, we like hardly see each other at all. but like mikey has always told me, absence makes the heart grow stronger. and i have held onto those words because i do believe him. and if it were not true then why would i be dying to see him right now.. why do i feel like i love him more now than i ever have. why do i feel like that every step i take he is there with me.. when hes actually not.. because were connected. we were meant to be together. no one has a realationship like we do. ours is unique and cannot be matched no matter how hard anyone tries. we are a lot stronger than most. if not than we werent be where we are today. we wouldnt have lasted this long...
also, to talk about the drama that is taking place. not saying about wat but those who already know, know exactly what im referring too...
i really do hate drama ya know.. i mean any kindof drama is stupid... but yea.. i guess this world is revolved around drama right.. because every cornor you turn you see bullshit or hear it. i mean you cant go anywhere. but and example i want to make is.... would you make someone choose between you or their girl friend/boi friend..?? i find that to be completely innorgrant. and i think ppl that do that bullshit should eat dirt! that is ******** immature to stoop that low. but i will leave it at that..
and one more thing.. if you must question my relationship with mikey, then you dont have anything better to do with your time. because if we were going to end it all and never turn back.. it would have already happened.. im tired of ppl trying to ******** us over. im tired of little cunts thinking just cause they say something that the person should do it. im tired of all the bullshit, drama, s**t talking, everything. doesnt anyone have anything better to do that rag on someone else now and days... i mean god!! everywhere you turn if someone doesnt like this or that. they b***h about it. well damn! i dont like your ******** face!!! so im gonna b***h about it. dude... this world is slowly crumbling apart... there is no mending the broken.. there is nothing to save us from what weve become.. so many selfish ppl that wants it there way or no way.. well wat will become of us..?
+I Luv MiKeY!+
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