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So it's hard to well put into words exactly what I am going through it is a decline in spirit and a demolition of will. I really have not the care or the energy to give any more I want to I have always been selfless and unrelenting but this time around it feels like if the fire has burnt out and flame is all but dead. Threatened by the raging winds of anguish the flame of will flutters and struggles to survive oh how dreadful this burden of failure is to bear. I can not conquer this depression that has taken over my body consuming the life that was within and now it pushes me away from the ones I hold dearest. I have sunk in a never ending lake of woes and tides of unhappiness, I have fallen off the cliff of sanity and plunged into a whirlpool of emotions of hate and anger and vengeful behaviour. I am so lost and confused unsure of to redeem myself to proud to ask for help and to intelligent not to. But no one can help me this is an obstacle which only I can over come, I am just not sure how....how can I possible sow together a broken spirit....how?

"Can somebody help me? Free me, before I slip away. Heal me, wake me from this day.Can somebody help me?"
Lyrics for 'Can somebody help me?' By Full Blown Rose