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Today sucks.
It was the sports day at school. It rained and everyone got cold and I was told that I failed two most important exams. I'm probably going to the next form... maybe... hopefully...
I really want to say now that I'm gonna do the most radical thing I could ever think of, killing myself. But I don't wanna die. I don't know what I want. I want to attack somebody, perhaps my english teacher who says that if I cry I'm gonna make her feel bad. She already made me feel bad! And that's ok. I failed, it's a fact, but how can she come and tell me crap like that. Thanks to all my dear, lovely friends for everything and one of them really made me laugh by imitating my accent. :'D Sorry to Brini for wasting her water, because I didn't want to touch the bottle. rolleyes I thought she might not like that either...
Well... Today it's gonna be my party. It's a little too early as I just wanted to cry here alone forever... But I want them to come too! So bad! I'm really really really really really really really gonna miss them all! One of them is going to the middle-east and another one to germany. One is going to another school. D:
That's it. I have to go organize the party now. : p Bye. heart