As of late i am unhappy with my life, I dont like what im bcoming and it seems as if that nightmare i had a few months back is actually becoming a reality. I dont know what name i gave him but i know im slowly and surely becoming him. And to think i could have told myself at one point that i wasnt gonna do that. I wasnt gonna submit to his will and become the stranger in my dreams. Tiem and ages change us and i feel that too much is happening at once in my life. The Family bullshit, i find that i soon will change my name becsaue i do not feel like being related to them in anyway. My car was towed and Isable took it out and now will never return it. It makes sense now why she wanted a copy of the key. Traitouus b***h i can now say. If anything all i can do now is just walk to work if anything. I got a new job as a security gaurd but is rather funny since its in my naeibherhood and im more apt to get shot than actually get througyh a full night but if anything its work and apparnetly its not so bad. Though the pay is up for discussoin later tommrow iwth teh boss and ill have to take the damn brats to thier doctors. Im playing father to aq bunch of kids who are not even mine. Too much stress and i cant even be on gaia for much longer due to rl problems. *sighs* i hate this.
possible hack · Sun Jul 01, 2007 @ 02:03pm · 0 Comments |